I AM CLIFFORD SUN

UN-DELETE :)

2011-07-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hey guys might be surprise this blog of mine still exist, recently had the urge to delete it but ends up I just cant bare to do so...Well I guess I'll still be using to this bloggie of mine, too much memories just keep it that way ...It did gave me a proper space for my self expression when no one was there for me and it did help me a lot in my journey so far...
Perhaps this post would be more towards of me appreaciating the colors in my life...

Anyway Whaddduuuuppppp Peeps Im Back!!! If yall still dont know Im DJ CLIFFORD holding it down in KL city!!! Now U know !!!
Hurry up and join my page on Facebook for more parties and free entries, I'll drop the beat specially for ya =)

Holla back if yall happen to see me around in the night scene I wont bite haha Cheers people!!!

Dont Stop The Party!!!

SOUNDCLOUD

2011-01-31T03:28:00.001-08:00

Greeting loved one, sounds like that intro for California gurls song... I aint gonna take you to far away land like Katy Perry haha...

Recently I uploaded my demo mixtape to the soundcloud website and shared as well on Facebook, so far so good getting good feedback from the listeners not to mention local DJs as well... Hopefully I improved in their eyes and audio which is important for myself improvement...

Talking bout self improvement, there's a surprise coming soon from yours truly me ofcos... cant reveal much yet but hope Im able to blow ya mind til then haha stay tuned people!!!

Anyway to all my fellow loyal followers and most lovely readers of mine, I created an easy way for yall listening pleasure to my demo mixtape... its linked now on the side of my blog... do leave some comments on what you think...
To the Lovers I love u all, To the Haters well I love u as well cos u care thats why u hate me at the first place haha...

Alrite before im done with this post here's the link just to elaborate and make this post longer LOL just kidding there ...I got pretty much to talk and blog about like seriously...

Besides that, I've been addicted to that song entitled "Please Don't Go" by Mike Posner... awesome artist with great voice and good songs... this song is like a killa one to me ...one of my life's current favourite... the acoustic one is just as nice as the original *thumbs up

Okie okie settle down boys and girls I know you wanna click that little X cross on the safari, IE, Firefox or whatever your using there cos Im boring you out here hahaha... hold your horses...

There you go the mix premier, Enjoy much love from yours truly <3

http://soundcloud.com/iamdjclifford

Peace~

Hello 2K11

2011-01-23T09:11:00.000-08:00

Oh dearest blog of mine sorry for neglecting you haha oh well Im back at the moment...Once again I apologize to my fellow readers for the lack of update lately was kinda occupied with lots of stuffs and moving...oh yea I moved to a new crib fresh start with new housemates for the new year...

2010 was a very special and great year for me not to mention memorable, ups and downs barriers happy ones along with the not so happy ones but its really an awesome year where I started off the path I chose still walking and standing for yall information...2K11 its gonna be way better compared to last year ...made some new year's resolution and self-esteem which I tend to keep them real...God bless me...

Besides that, during the packing and cleaning up session for the new place...I noticed a luggage of mine but there seems to be clothes and dresses along with a couple lingerie in it... Yezzzziiiirrr "Dresses and lingerie"...Dont get this wrong!!! It belongs to one of my Ex-Gf, it was back then 2years ago to be exact I fold and packed it up nicely after we broke up... I always remember telling her as a joke when we were still together that I would throw her belongings off the window if I found her cheating ...well I didnt Im not that type of person or may be I was too soft hearted to do so for people I once love or care for no matter what they did... DAMN past tense lets change topic shall we? haha my life is much better off and I did get to know lots of different peeps in life...no one's perfect, I learnt to see and accept the flaws of others as their perfection...sounds confusing huh but as long as I get it matters more...boring *yawn

Anyway last year, I did met a little sister of mine Amy hun ;D
She's really a sweetheart to me, never thought of having someone that close as a real sibling besides my younger brother ofcos...heart them very much <3

In addition, I gotta be more active for gigs this year...spinning as a club DJ to be exact hopefully more venues and more experience for yours truly to conquer ... I have my own time limit and goals as well til I pick up a dj resident job professionally...still looking out for chances and ofcos the perfect candidate someone to be my associate a.k.a my dj partner ...talent search in another way of saying it, I need to go further with all the help and support I can get...

More over, its really all career based on what I do nowadays... Even an instructor of mine asked whats up with that single status thingy... sacrifice for the entertainment line? NoT!!! haha thats silly... Well I lost the heart for it since sometime ago longer that I could really remember, havent met the right person I guess =) Dont worry Im straight...LOL I do know quite a number of models though but its really nothing related to looks and appearance, someone with an attitude are the ones who attract me most...Pass~ No time for that...

Stressful at the moment, got somethings at hand needs to be settle... Im the happy go lucky type but still Im only human ... 25 seconds of emo session if u ask me haha lets get over it...it feels totally stupid being that way =)

A random thought, I dont trust words coming out from girls...just a thought... I just wanna give others a reason to smile and to be happy only for those I care and actually listens to me <3

What's next u asked?

My Answer...

Wait and see for yourself Bitch ;D

Signing out From Yours Truy Clifford much love

Christmas Eve

2010-12-23T10:27:00.000-08:00

Its the 24th December 2010,

Christmas Eve been in my thought for a few days now and its here finally, somehow there's something that indirectly reflects from within or to be exact in me...must have sound vain probably most of you out there but I do know whats happening, just a matter of time til I stop ignoring it...having hope still I guess as usual the typical me to believe and I still do =)

To all my loved ones,
Sincerely wishing an early Merry Xmas to yall

Its 2.45am now I should probably get myself to bed since I havent really recover still, oh well lets see how it goes...a silent night with cold breeze blowing filling the sky with yet a heart warming festive season...

Once again,
Have Yourself A Little Merry Christmas =)

RANDOM

2010-10-26T12:31:00.000-07:00

Finally Im back to the blogging world and gotta apologize for the hold up and lack of updates lately, been getting complains from my fellow loyal readers and supporters hahaha sorry guys been away but I never stopped on my aims and goals, Im still at it never give up thats for sure.

Lets get it started!!!

First of all seriously I've no idea on where to start since theres tons to blog about and yadayadayada you know haha I guess not LOL ...Im just getting yall warm up thats all haha hey I did a gig couple weeks back for the Joico Hairshow held at MIST CLUB, it felt great and I did good for the entire event well gained some experience throughout the process...clients needs and request on the arrangement and conduct of the stage model runways and things to keep the flow and mood going DJ stuffs ;D
I did the opening club act followed by their main event the hairshow which doesnt really catch any of my attention but had to focus on the flow since it was my job...there were local celebrities hosted and mc-ed on the event international artist as well, not to mention lots of hot girls know what Im saying haha most of them are hairstylists along with the photographers and TV media crew...after that it was club time I did my thang til the end...may be you'll see me on TV or on a mag about this Joico hairshow thingy which Im not sure where or when their gonna upload the photos and videos at...

Okie so much for my part of the scene, next was Zining's birthday a friend of mine had her bigday at MIST CLUB again on a particular Friday...okie she was knocked out that night haha
here are some of the pics taken that night...

Joel in white, Me Black, BT in Grey "IM IN KL BITCH!!!" Yezzziiiirrrr looking hawt with them new Goldnation tees love this pic shows individuality...

Besides all the work and partying, my dad and bro gave me a visit yesterday in the afternoon to be exact, the main reason was meeting up with my teacher DJ LOW on my progress and discussion of the Technics Turntables that I needed...was nervous since it was their first time seeing and talking to each other, it went well had a great talk and a little more understanding towards my field it was all cool =)

I guess thats about it for now, more updates yet to come, so stay tuned!!!
IM IN KL BITCH!!!

Yours Truly,
CLIFFORD SUN

APPLE MacBook Pro

2010-08-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

Greeting loved ones, I just did a couple of changes to this private space of mine to freshen things up, just slight changes and I included the Finalize piece of my DJ CLIFF image created and designed by an old friend based upon myself, its really been a long project and the final piece of result met the requirement standard I was looking for finally. Love It <3

Looking at this posts title, theres no need of further words, all I can say is Apple is LOVE MacBook Pro is POWER heart my new baby...so long my old lappy you gave me lots of memories and you helped me a lot in life but times up for ya to rest finally miss you...

Heres an image of my new love when it first arrived, I got it through the Apple Online Store and was fun doing online shopping...

Anyway heres a cup I got from a Jap store Im not sure why I get it but it does look nice dont cha agree, planning on designing it soon, is a good thing too I can now drink hot water and hot drinks with it haha <3

Thats it for now more post to come stay tuned peeps, enjoy ya stay here on my blog

Nothing but L O V E ciaoz...

DEEJAYING

2010-07-26T10:03:00.000-07:00

I have to say I've been away for quite sometime leaving my blog without any new post recently, first of all I wanna apologize for the lack of updates to all my fellow loyal readers out there. Hopefully yall could forgive me aite. Loads of love and misses to you great peeps out there <3

Lets get it started then~ shall we~

As for those who didnt know what I was doing back then when I mentioned about from several past posts of mine, I would like to make an announcement, call me Mr Deejay...This is DJ CLIFFORD
Some of yall could be still blur about the idea of whats it about, whats a deejay? and what the hell is Clifford talking about anyway?
Heres whats it all gonna be break down to, Im now a DJ which is the Club deejays that you'll see on the deck spinning tracks and doin scratches on the vinyl of either a CDJ or a turntable, just to be fair for those who got mix up of the difference between a Club DJ and a Radio Broadcast DJ which im not.

Honestly is not something that any conservative parents would want their child to go for and work for as their job or career but here I am holding on to my stand pretty determined since I've decided and chose this route of mine after two years of consideration, I never told anyone anything about this not even my besties or my loved ones back then until the day I made up my mind and boom...u get the idea~

It wasnt easy throughout the process getting my ass for all these but atleast I made it this far yet its still a long way to go, wish me luck. In addition, I took up mixing in Bionic DJ Academy for quite a while ago in order to pursue my career to be a Professional DJ.

I wanna thank you those who supported me sincerely and whole-heartedly especially my friends and homies who really stood up for me and those who believed in me on where Im heading to. I would also love to thank my fans who supported me, it meant a lot to me. My friends, supporters and all my loved ones are the most supportive reason and motivation for me to do better than the best there is. But ofcos its what I choose and its what Im gonna get it done one way or another. You know who you are and thank you for all the support and love from you guys, I wont let yall down thats a promise I tend of keeping.

As for now, Im having issues and a tough time with my parents everytime we have any conversation of me not working, its stressing me out a lot. Certainly Im building my way and its just the beginning of it all, Im a new comer thats fo sho...Im waiting to grab hold of any chances and opportunity thats comes by, definately there are still times that pressures me the most for now since there isnt any gigs or event at the moment.

I have to get it done cause I know doing my best isnt enough, I need to prove it by making it real, best of all doing it live infront of their eyes. Dont worry, Be happy~ My friends said I've change a lot not because of what Im doing but for who I turned into, I noticed it Im more cheerful and happy nowadays and I cherish friendship and close friends who I cared and whom have trust in me.

By the way, heres a DJ profile of yours truly to find out what its all about~
Lastly have a great weekend and smile alwis =)
Lots of love from Yours truly DJ CLIFFORD @ Clifford Sun <3 <3 <3

DJ Biography
DJ CLIFFORD (Clifford Sun) is widely influenced by Rhymes Raps, R&B along with the Hip-hop culture from his days as a kid back then in the 80’s and 90’s.

Having several encounter towards music at a young age such as the piano and guitar wasnt really the type that sits around to soothing jazz neither a guitar musician.

Inspired by the Hip-hop early years and R&B since childhood a range of artist from the 80’s which gave him a deep passion for the love of music.

Clifford “CLIFF” Sun had already been fiddling around with making beats and mixing while he was in college in the city of KL but its when he met turntablism and mixing by DJs from the local scene that had it all began.

He realized that the guitar and piano ain’t enough for him to stand higher in the music industry; thus he took up courses which is DJ mixing and scratching in Bionic DJ Academy to pursue his career to be a Professional entertainer.

Music Genres

R&B, Hip-Hop, Electro, Progressive House (A large selection of music covering from 80s, 90s along side with the latest hitz are taken to every function to ensure that all musical tastes are catered for)

CONTACTS
For Bookings: djcliff.sun@gmail.com

Welcome To My Life

2010-04-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

Finally had time for a post update, wasnt really busy for the past few weeks but kinda coop up with some deep thoughts lately about whats next...anyway I just finished my first meal for the day which was a very spicy one from a mamak stall and its freaking 5pm to be exact, really messed up the schedule for my meals...got to organize that...

Lets get back to business, feeling dull lately which was one of the reason why it took me a while for this current update...well felt as if I neglected my blog and my fellow loyal readers out there but never fear I'll do my best on keeping the post coming...good ones ofcourse that tasted like my first meal to spice up your day haha sorry for being lame there XD

Besides all that, my house unit seems empty now...being alone in the living room, definately a hawt weather in KL at the moment, Earth is not feeling well thats fo sho, hopefully apocalypse doesnt come anytime soon since I havent achieve the aims and goals I wanted...Moreover, I havent have my own family yet, too young to end it this way LOL...

In addition, I need to find a job and get my own keep...nobody likes a financial unstable and pennyless dude...God Bless me~

By the way gonna join Celebrity Fitness Gym and start working out next month and lastly heres a couple of pics of me taken by my younger brother and myself when I was in my hometown alongside with the Alienegra Clot X Madsaki Purple Camo Tee, for your info its one of my favourite tee created and collaboration between Hong Kong streetwear brand CLOT founder Edison Chen and the well-known Japan designner Madsaki, I got it earlier this year when it was launched at Juice KL, Bangsar...

Til next post, Welcome to my life and God Bless yall...

Lots of Love,
Clifford Sun

I AM CLIFFORD SUN

2010-03-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hello!!! To all dear lovely readers of mine, once again Im back in the blogging world to satisfy your curiousity of what I've been up to lately and nevertheless fresh updates to this personal space of my very own.

Enough with the nonsense, lets get started with...

Well on the bright side, I've been doing great lately with all the get to know more people thingy or in other words socializing which Im not very sure on whether I spelled it correctly, Oh who cares its not like Im regulated to follow some proper english channel or anything...as continued, I seem to be getting more and more open minded towards the way I see things lately...Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Im kinda confuse and I do wonder sometimes, I'll just pass anyway LOL WHATEVER~

On the darker side of things, wasnt really sure what Im thinking this past few weeks. I was totally in a slump, pretty hectic and a continuous 3days partying almost each week to places like SPACE, MAISON, MIST, ZOUK, PHUTURE, VELVET UNDERGROUND...you name it, I got it...been there done that~ drink that, puke that ewwww gross... Im such a party animal haha epic aite... amen to that yall

Other then the bright and dark side, Im all good. Same dude but better, learning quite lot of things in life, seeing lots as well and some I'll try not to look if you get what I mean XD

Looking at those previous post, I find it kinda humourous...got to remind myself enough of those lame and silly ones, it just aint my style...I must be too bored back then. YAWN~

I got to say Im Back as Clifford Sun, I live the way I want it to be. Im living my life on the path I choose myself and I stood up for it without relying on others. I have to thank my Mom and Dad for trusting me even though Im not your average goodie good boy but I aint that bad haha, well I have real friends supporting and my homies to look after my well being, so no worries always a reminder on what I do =)

Talking about girls, others been asking me the same question over and over again...arent ya guys tired? LOL, its on hows my status, relationship status to be exact...hmmm same answer SINGLE...I hope it remains that way at the mean time, its not like I reject my admirers, its just a matter of passion for something else and how much you want it...as long as you have the heart, you can conquer the world, I always believed that.

Wedding Dress (English Version) by J.Reyez & Tommy C

2010-03-13T06:00:00.000-08:00

I Love the Lyrics of this song, expresses my heart's feeling in a way =)
Its originally sang by one of the Big Bang's member TAEYANG in korean version but no doubt that the english version by J.Reyez & Tommy C are equally heart melting and awesome...

Enjoy~

LYRICS:

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I,I cant control
Even though we've grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess its too late
Im dancing this dance alone
This chapter's gone
The story goes on

Baby
Cant believe that you are not with me
Cause you should be my lady
All I wanted is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong ith him
Promise me, you ont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will alays be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since you've moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

I guess its too late
Im dancing this dance alone
Its too late

Baby
Cant believe that you are not with me
Cause you should be my lady
All I wanted is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong ith him
Promise me, you oant let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

And I see you with your man
And its hard to understand
If we belong, If I did you wrong
Where we even began

We would alays fuss and fight
And it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were my world
But you'd never trust this guy

Cause the things I do when Im on the stage
They say Im a superstar
You couldnt understand all the female fans
And then we grew apart

And I just dont get
When you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
At the same time when it aint working

And everytime that you say its over
It breaks my heart and I dont know hy
Cause you've done it a lot of times
In the past but I get back up and try

You said we could work it out
How could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next
Im left with an imperfect smile

But if you believe that you belong ith him
Promise me, you oant let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

MAKE IT HAPPEN

2010-02-24T22:54:00.000-08:00

Dear loyal and lovely readers of mine, I would love to share something life changing in my path towards the future, this current post will be among the starting and one of the best part beginning of what Im about to say next......NEXT!!! LOL

Well dont get me wrong, you might think as if Im gonna get marry or something, I would love to in the future and to have my own child and family but not so soon aite ^^...as continued~ To be precise, a quick recap and flash back to get ya guys memories refreshed, if you had read one of my post last year December before Xmas under the post entitled "Im Back", I mentioned a consideration for an interest turning into my career, you might have guess Fashion boutique owner? Hair Designer? Fashion model? Dancer? Well I can say your not even close hahaha...I never really told anyone bout it until I met Ryan and Justin, my bro Justin the one I talked most of it...

Finally after loads of time consuming matters, confirmed decisions, family matters, relationship issues, friends supports, parents conservative point of view and well being, advise and guides from peeps in the field thx JR and all the barriers and set backs...it all comes down to this very moment, Clifford Sun is gonna make his "dream" into reality starting next week, very excited looking forward to it...still curious and wondering what is it aite? LOL I think Its enough for now since I already gave hints on whats NOT hahaha...one thing for sure Im leaving the Clifford Sun you once knew behind =)

Anyway got to thx LT for accompanying me there yesterday, after I settled everything...we went to meet up with Qiang & KH for a movie entitled "Percy Jackson and The Lighthing Thief" pretty nice film all of us enjoyed it...

Almost forgot to mention, last but not least I also took a pic of them during a meal @ Thai Express before the movie since LT was hungry...I used the same reason for photo taking, for muh blog ofcos LOL

LT , KH, QIANG by me using Iphone 3gs

Suddenly Im in the mood for alcohol again damn...
It feels great getting drunk once in a while...
Amen to that~

Thats all folks
Loves <3 <3 <3

Get Well Soon, I Miss You

2010-02-22T13:09:00.000-08:00

Suddenly woke up from a deep slumber at the moment couldnt help it, to be exact 4am+++ and the first person who came to my mind was her...

I seriously think of her indirectly without noticing it at all and obviously im not the type that think of others that often yet Im thinking of how sweet and how beautiful her smile is...omg what am I talking about, this is just so not me which is not so normal for me being this way.

To be honest, the first time we both chat was quite a while ago and I dint even bother on how she really looked like cos I dint even go thru any of her photo albums at the start but she really attracted me with the way she chat and the way she talk, Im really into her attitude and we did found chances to meet up as well...
What attracts me the most is her being herself, how should I put this...she's very charming and a very cute personality, not to mention she's a very sweet girl which attracts me a lot but the most is still the way she is that really matters charming as alwis...
In addition, I had to be honest to myself that she's not only great in personality, she's also a very great looking person that probably the type that other guys would be lining up just to take a glimpse to see her.

The fact is, Im really into her not because of her looks, her appearance is great and all but its still her the way she is that makes me go gaga over her damn >.<

Its true and I have to admint I like her very much and I wont hide that part of me, it was very obvious the other nite at G6, I just cant lie to myself that I like her more than anyone else at the moment, I could tell that she's pretty drunk that night, I thought of her non-stop and was anxious to see her so much, she really made me worry and it did affect my mood very much and all I can think of is her but she's not a little gurl, I really trust her for some reason and I just dunno why, my be perhaps she also has friends along which can protect her as well yet I still care so its no surprise that Im worry bout her...

Upon leaving myself with LT, she called my phone a lot of times and I can tell she's very drunk, I was really worry bout her but on the other hand I was very happy that she called me telling that she's okie and going home, just by listening to what she says really calm my heart and my mood...I mean we are not in a relationship and all but I really care for her and she influence my mood a lot...I like her very much more than what I could imagine...Im kinda afraid of that seriously...

She called me the next morning and Im glad and happy talking to her over the phone, she wasnt feelin well, I decided and forced myself not to call nor text her for almost the entire day not to disturb her have some rest and all but in the end I just cant stop myself from doing so...I text her a while ago, Im pretty silly huh perhaps to you guys, I just wanted to know how she was, hopefully she's feelin better worry still...

For You:
I dunno how you feel about me cos it seems Im not being myself whenever the thought of you comes to my mind and heart, Im alwis ready to show the best side of me when we see each other, I like you and I like you very very much more than anyone I could think of, I like you for being who you are, I like your smile, I like your voice when you talk to me, I like your charm theres no doubt about that, I like the way you look at me, I like you for being the sweet girl that you already are, I like everything about you as long as your being yourself...

I think Im falling for you, every step I take, every move I make, your the first and last person that appear on my mind, Im falling for you deeply and Im really afraid of that, Im a very confident person but when it comes to you, I seem to be at the edge of a cliff, hanging on so dearly...I wanna say the 8 letters 3 words just for you, I really do...I like you more than that cos I dont just like you...did you know that?

I miss you very much <3
Do you feel the same way that I do?
I wanna be there for you whenever you need me,
I wanna keep you safe when others wanna harm you,
I wanna know what makes you down, so I can be the one to make alwis makes you smile,
I duwan you to be my number one girl as I want you to be my only one, the one n only,
Can I be the one to shelter you from the rain with my umbrella?

I <3 you

With Love,
Clifford Sun

DOUBLE DOZE

2010-02-12T08:57:00.000-08:00

What cha sayyyyyy~ as promised here's something to spice things up...Thursday night and yall clubbers and party animals know what time it is,LADIES NITE!!! where the partys at...hustlas get ready and ladies bring dat!!!

Havoc nite!!! LT promised Mosses for a nite out @ Maison so I went along but I was eager to go Cocobanana which is in sunway because I wanted to meet her before she went back to her hometown for CNY and I've been thinking bout her a lot since the last time we met each other @ her pagent promo thingy...

Meant a lot to me, happy spending time being with her and got a couple of drinks treats from her friends, bloody fella gave me full glass of pure liquor, Black Label to be exact no problem as long as its not beer I can manage it bottoms up LOL nice~ noticed hella lots of guys were looking at me and her, well its not the first time Im being looked by others and she's attractive cant do much on that LOL...

After that, I went back Maison to gather up with the guys...tables on top Mr Handsome a.k.a Jing Hua was in the house, he gave me another glass of liquor GG.com was feelin drunk after that one...Mosses and LT doin their thang, wasnt very sure I was blur haha sat at Jing's table with his streetwear frens CLOT n VISVIM brand cool, after another drank a damn glass of BEER officially drunk... looking what the party peeps are doin downstairs, Miss Yano was there too, Dj Funkzu n Monkey spinnin awesome tracks...got a text from her too really made my nite awesome~
Besides that, had a nice time chatting with my fren Jess thx for sharing ya pics, looking hawt and all the best on getting your house hahaha cannot simply spend dy LOL pity you...

Okie got to start packing muh stuff goin back my hometown as well tomorrow...wishing all my loved ones a Prosperous Happy Chinese New Year and a Lovely Valentine's Day, miss valentine I got a present for u, waiting for yours when cha bak hehe...

With love,
Clifford Sun

signing off~~~

Sunday Outing

2010-02-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, Im back once again...sorry for the lame start hahaha cant think of any catchy sentence at the moment may be felt kinda lazy after muh dinner hoho...

Heres a small update on me along with my 2 bros Ah Loon and LT last Sunday out there some where hahaha aiyo dont think so much it aint clubbing okie...I noticed a lot of people misunderstand us for being fulltime clubbers or in other word bad buys who go out every nite to drink and kao lui but tat is just totally not true please...
As continued, it was a nice sunny morning which I got up early for no reason...talk about weird me getting up that hour haha, well I went online and LT was awake too on msn...he asked me for a walk...window shopping to be exact, I was thinking of going out too before he even mention it to me so set ON!!! We also called Ah Loon, after countless calls he was finally up wahahaha...we felt bad waking him up but what to do Brother mah LOL...

Me n LT went first since Loon say he'll show up later on, blah blah blah we walked the whole Midvalley Megamall...see here see there, touch here touch there, it was freaking crowded damn its the word I still dont understand why people love this place so much...doesnt matter we were there too anyway, I also saw the billboard that Kris Allen gonna show up for a signature session on Monday, too bad the ticket is fully redeemed crazy M'sia fans LOL...I want also!!! LOL tough luck...

Justin finally met us up at The Gardens outside of Solewhat, we decided to have some snacks before proceeding to Bangsar...Little Taiwan is where we be, took some shots of them with my Iphone 3GS testing testing camera...especially LT hahaha he is always happy when it comes to havin a meal hahaha...almost forgot to mention, saw Shuai Yu's big big poster hanging out at The Gardens, I cant recognize her at all if Justin dint tell me it was her, I cant imagine she's the one whom I used to borrow notes from always during tuition class when we were in high school...well she looks cool as remembered haha never really talked much to her, perhaps already forgotten about me~

After that we head to Bangsar, first stop Edison Chen's JUICE KL shop...browse around nothing much to interest, saw the Head Porter pouch looking good but its okie I'll pass LOL...we planned to call frens working nearby Sook Yee and Peggy but no fate that day, seems like both also M.I.A...whatever~

Here comes the unexpected part, we ended up in Bangsar's pasar malam WTF!!! hahaha had some local snacks, its been a while since I last visited to any night market...kind of miss Taman Connaught's pasar mlm, the place I used to live~
Blah blah blah...lazy to write the details man haha...went Wangsa for dinner and more pics of them by me, none of my image though but coincidence we were all wearing NIKE sneaks again snap snap cool~ JUST DO IT

BALIK rumah mandi tidur...hahaha sorry bout the brief ending, the current post of my life seems boring...gonna write the next post after this to make it up for ya guys out there...

Muh Bros @ Midvalley Megamall's Little Taiwan

LT & Justin eating candid by yours truly LOL

Once again we're just loving Nike LOL

Dont Sleep aite~

To Be Continued......

GOOD MORNING WORLD

2010-02-06T17:41:00.000-08:00

Hey my awesome and lovely readers out there, the lack of updates recently really made me felt uneasy as I know lots of ya are wondering and worry what I've been up to lately...I'm back once again!!! Dont sleep on this!!! LOL

It was great and a happening night the other day at Mist Club pretty awesome,went there with muh bros ofcos, hella loads of familiar faces show up that day which was really unexpected...I was thinking of someone that night, missing her pretty much still but its okie since I met her before going there even though it was just a short while cos she's havin her promo thingy for the pageant...wish ya the best and you have my full support here, win it back okie =)

Haha forgotten to mention that I was sick for 2days but feelin much better today, its also one of the reason why Im up so early now hahaha slept the entire nite since yesterday...just noticed the sun light shining thru my window feels great knowing so, nice day for laundry as well hahaha...

Besides, havin my intern currently kinda boring to me though...anyway thats not a reason for me to stop nor quit partying fo sho...still wondering what to do later, no plans at the moment, gotta plan something to do spice things up a little =)

Besides that, Miss Sunshine is coming back to KL for the Chinese New Year, it was really nice knowing you although it was short and wish ya the best of days ahead...c ya around take care and smile alwis ^^

Current relationship status Im single, its already been a while din update much on it thats all but no worries Im fine here, happy being Clifford Sun =) Life's awesome, great things are yet to come~ smile smile

Tats all for now, til next time I'll be back a.s.a.p for further update...

Wishing a wonderful sunnyday to yall =)

Sunnyday A Better Day

2010-01-26T16:03:00.000-08:00

Its been 2weeks from now, finally final exam is over but yet it doesnt really relate much...the current feeling im going through at the moment seems very mind bothering, it does affect my concentration and gets in the way pretty much especially my mood or perhaps im just a very emotional person when it comes to things that I find important and which I care from my heart...or perhaps Im just hiding and chose ignorance as one way to keep myself from thinking negatively, atleast I know I've grown up thats for sure~

For the mean time, I really need to get back to my colour lifestyle just to spice things up aite haha...its really not easy to smile, I always love the term "every smile has its story behind" , you'll never know the things one person went throught from hardship, sorrow as behind every laughter that's where pain used to be...sounds dramatic probably to others but I do believe Smiling is the best thing that ever happened in life, its contagious in a way, it heals and makes people feel good at heart, it does take a little courage to step up but the most important is a sincere one from the heart...

I've been smiling a lot since a while ago whether is for my friends, family and new faces that I meet...I never wanna show any other emotion either than that, nowadays I tend to hide any unhappy happenings as I dont want any of my love ones to worry about me and Im just not the type that takes sympathy from others, to me is just too weak and I always hate people who takes advantage of doing so...

Well lets get back to some update and highlights of muh life, I went to POPPY Garden last week with my bros and besties for a chill out, it does feel great that nite...kinda did my thang on the dancefloor battle won too, got some awesome applause reaction from the crowd especially the ladies, even guys and the ladies came over to us naturally haha anyway no surprise ...Was also wearing my latest CLOT PURPLE CAMO TEE very eye catchy indeed, I think prefer wearing it for shopping session instead of club the next time...loving the street culture, coincidence met up with some of my hotties never expect seeing them there, freakin guys there were freakin jealous of our table thats for sure LOL we got the best looking and hottest peeps, we aint cold either hahaha~ awesome nite...

Honestly I have something to voice out, wanted to say this quite a while ago but never did so...here it is then, to someone out there whom may be looking at this we can still be friends, lots of things in the past, what has past remains in the past no big deal small case, although we cant be lovers, doesnt mean we cant be friends =)COOL~
...learnt a lot and support from my dai lou Ah Loon haha, credits to him thx bro...
As for those who are self-centered and thinks thing the way they still are, well its your choice nothing related to me LOL...good luck in your life~

People tend to remember the negative and bad part of things, look at it in a different angle, just look at the good points it makes a big diffence...easy done =)
If anything bad happens in the future, forgive as we care for people who does not care for us anymore, forgive as it enlarges the future, forgive as it takes courage to do so, why take a life time to hate someone when it only requires you a little courage to forgive them, forgive yourself as thats the most important in life, stop feeling sorry for yourself instead forgive and forget...step it up to a wonderful world, a wondeful sunnyday =)

Smile smile =)became my life's sentence only for those who I really care...I never want to see any of my love ones and people I care drop a single tears, get hurt or fallen as I'll do my best to be there for them~ its okie to feel down sometimes but stand up by yourself is the thing one should learn, not just to protect yourself but others as well...

There are so much to learn, Im glad to have my family and true friends, its awesome to be alive!!!

Til next time, Have a nice nice day =)

With love,Yours truly
~Clifford Sun~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

2010-01-08T00:18:00.000-08:00

To all my dear readers, once again wishing a wonderful Happy New Year 2010!!!

Time does fly and passed by with just a glimpse and a blink, recalling all the events that happened in year 2009, its really been great and heart breaking as well but its a year to live for where I’ve learnt a lot, experienced a lot, ups and downs of life including my most important 21st Birthday happened all in the year 2009...it was awesome and the turning point of my life’s path, I found my way to proceed and go on...its also the year I made a wish, it came true... I never expected it to happen til the last moment, I’ll keep that to myself =) Good things do come when you least expect them to...

It starts now the brand new year!!! 2010 IS GONNA BE MY YEAR!!! Everything I ever wanted is about to be unveiled and my showtime curtains up to the world...look forward to it guys. Oh yeah, I almost forgot to mention, Im getting my new phone soon finally~ phewww...guess what an Apple Iphone3Gs by my dad, although Im a HUGE fan of Blackberry but Im cool with it, more games n application hahaha the main point is I hardly play games nowadays but routine n addiction might make its way back indirectly LOL ahhhh the high school years...

I just got a call from my dear a while ago while blogging hahaha yea guys Im in a relationship with someone special, I feel very comfortable and warm at heart being with her...my frens seem to be happy for me too and a lot of funny comment n wishes thx guys appreciate it =)

Oya where was I again LOL, as continued thats about wraps it up for now...2010 Im attracted to loads of new things and thats not fresh news but I’ll say it anyway LACOSTE, GUCCI & LV, high-end stuff loving it hope I dont get addicted. Last but not least my all time never changing addiction Streetwear, ofcos along with smart dress up look are more to come since Im an all rounder...sounds pricy and expensive if you may say? The answer is YES!!! I do spend a lot when Im in the mood to do so but spend smart, Reminder: Quality Not Quantity thats what I always say!!! Just get what you want as long as your heart desire it, dont let others stop you for the sake of saving money and other “reasonable” reasons, life is too short drawing lines and keeping yourself in the box and barrier, atleast it is for me!!! Just Do It!!!

2010 to be conquer and conqured!!! For the Lovers Love yall, For the Haters can’t nobody stop me !!! Holla to an awesome and happening year!!!

PEACE~

MERRY X'MAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-12-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

Its Christmas eve today, Im feeling kind of neutral to be honest or may be just being the quiet silent me but not really expecting much tonight since my frens and I already planned to celebrate at the usual same old place, my home turf LOL...I go almost every Thursday and there's no exception for tonite as well since its a special day. Havin mix feelings, its hard to imagine how fast a year gonna fly by again~

Anyway just finish chatting with Miss J, she's busy working as usual and no holidays even on Xmas day pity her, she told me that she's gonna wear something real hawt as in real short well its her job haha hopefully she dont catch a cold, wish her the best...besides that, Im still under the spot light although its still kind of deem for now, Im still have it in me that attract others and they seem to notice me, not something fresh so I'll just skip it...hmmm~ what else is there to ask for, oya I forgot to mention that my dad is getting me a new lappy the latest APPLE MACBOOK PRO worth 8K hahaha lucky for being a good boy, waiting for my Blackberry too...

Moreover, hoping to meet someone tonight there, I'll see her when I see her =)

Just a slight update of me, til next time...

Wishing all my peeps out there a wonderful Merry X'mas and A Happy New Year...God Bless =)

MONEY or LOVE???

2009-12-14T00:37:00.000-08:00

Just finish and gone through a post from one of my favourite blogger Miss Chantelle Chuah which I find very interesting, is a F.A.Q most asked by girls in life to choose a guy between money or love...does love still prevails from all the $$$ in this materialistic world? Love him for his bank account numbers or Feelings? well here's the link to Miss Chantelle Chuah's post enjoy yall...
Have a nice week =)

http://chantellechuah.blogspot.com/2009/12/money-or-love.html

I'm Back

2009-12-13T21:42:00.000-08:00

Hello to all my dear readers out there, sorry for the lack of update and post recently...I have been busy and occupied with lots of things from school's assignment, work, events to the hella lots of outings with almost everyone I can think of and counting~

To start it off, I've been considering a career of mine for almost 2 years which I did not tell anyone nor my closest love ones until not so long ago I told only a couple of close frens about it...I was surprise that all of them who knows me well actually supported and gave full encouragement to enroll in "this" particular field, I did hesitated and loads of thought and consideration where I finally told my parents about it after a deep conversation with them and voicing out my opinion and the way I really think how things should go...after all I dont seem to be so simple and average compared to people around me, ever since I was a little boy Im alwis treated differently because of a lot of aspects, being treated different, being the minority in one's major group, even now if I told my closest friends or the new faces I meet, they still find me to be Clifford Sun...Imma dude being noticed, the spotlight seems to be getting brighter on me every step I took was being criticise and being watched...I actually love how this feels...never be satisfied of what you have, thats what it takes to go places which are higher, never put a "FULL STOP" in your life, it only happens on the day you stop breathing, Never say never , because impossible is nothing, is just a mere thought that seperates you from being the winner or the loser...I would not say I TRY as I would say I CAN...keep on moving forward, whenever you feel down or emo its normal, your a human being afterall with feelings but challenge your limits once you get over it...It feels awesome being a somebody~

As progress, there was no surprise that my parents opened up and agreed on what I was thinking... may be not on all the points I have but Im very certain of it, Im very sure of where Im heading finally, my own path, none related to others, not so average , not so simple but yet Im proud of it because of who I am...I just wanna be myself...

Expect my "career" to be unveilled to public and official announced next year's end of February, so stay tuned~

Besides all that, lets get back to life instead of work shall we...theres no surprise you can see me walking at malls or streets in KL with different ladies most of the time but Im not the type that explains to others on what I do, I've been meeting up with lots and lots of beautiful people for the past few months and it did brighten up my day knowing each and everyone of them (lucky me XD)...
Good looks and features is an advantage but still someone with an Attitude is more attractive and I managed to know a couple of them, that seems more sexy compared to a hot figure...
Just to clarify things out since its my own personal and officiall blog, I would love to state that Im a friendly outgoing person but Does not mean that Im open up to somethings, 随和不是随便,its totally two different bloody things, so do think before you speak and think twice before you judge, never assume~

Moreover, GYM life...damn Im way way way far behind from achiving the perfect body I want, too much slacking off the schedule, got to put that in my TO-Do List, discipline!!! NO PAIN NO GAIN!!! Well got to give credits to my homies Ah Loon and LT for being such good friends helping me out in gym and ofcos being muh bros whenever I needed them thx guys ..I always seem to laugh whenever their with me hahaha Friendship 4 Life~

In addition, here's a recap and update on one of my post not so long ago, a lot of my friends dont seem to know or notice that I have a piercing...to be exact a TONGUE piercing, YES its inside my mouth where the tongue lies which I already had for sometime, while most of them who knew was eventually so surprise but I tend on keeping that to myself unless they notice it...whats next if you may ask? Well, not at the moment cant think of any but Im still loving my tongue piercing fo sho~

BY the way Xmas and New Year around the corner, my wish list:
1) Macbook Pro
2) Blackberry
3) My own house
4) My own car
5) More Money
6) Full Equipment Set (P & C)

P.S
To: Santa I've been a good boy this year, please please make my wish list come true...your the best hugs n kissesss =)

Simple yet so Complicated

2009-12-04T06:08:00.000-08:00

Less talk, Deep thought
Have a good evening~

Loveless by 山下智久

2009-11-30T06:57:00.000-08:00

Attracted by a song over the net...currently in KTN, going back KL tomorrow, seems to be emo this past few weeks for some reason...hope everything's gonna be fine, lots of negative thoughts lately but its just a small matter, nothing I couldnt solve...cheer up Clifford~

X'mas is near, year ends around the corner as well, have a blessed week =)

もうなんとなく分かってる
已经隐隐感觉到
君が俯くわけを
你低着头的原因
别れを切り出せずにいるんだよね
是因为那句说不出口的分手吧

歩道に落ちた影は
投射在人行道上的身影
寄り添って重なるのに
明明紧紧相依在一起
二人の思いは今离れてゆく
但两人的心思却渐渐越来越远

违う恋に出会ってしまった君を
对着已经有了另一段感情的你
繋ぎ止める言叶も见つからない
我想不出任何话语来挽留

サヨナラなんて
什么再见
おわりだなんて
什么结束了
うそだといって　それでも
即便你说这全都是谎言
解いた手は冷たくなる
放开的手在渐渐变冷
仆らは他人になる
我们成了陌生人

ごめんねなんて
什么对不起
もう泣かないで
请不要再哭了
抱きしめてしまうから
因为我们相拥在一起
重ねた思い出が
在那些重叠的回忆
痛みに変わるその前に
变成痛苦之前
ほら　最后は笑颜でs
ay goodbye
来最后笑着说再见吧

一人でも平気だよと
我说自己一个人也可以
初めて嘘を吐いて
第一次对你说谎了
君の涙を止めるすべや惜しくて
为了让你停止哭泣我可以不惜一切

本当に大事だって
你对我真的很重要
本当は话したくない
本来并不想告诉你
生きられない思いを込み上げるけど
虽然不想活下去的想法不断地涌起

その幸せ谁より愿ってるから
我比谁都希望你能幸福
强がりでもありがとうと伝えたい
即便是逞强也想对你说声感谢

サヨナラだって
即使分手
后悔だって
即使后悔
二人出会えた证
也都是我们相遇的证明
きみとだからそう思える
正是因为和你在一起我才能这样认为
挂け替えない存在
你是无法替代的存在

忘れるように
想要忘记
胸にしまうよ
深埋在心里
通り刻んだ季节
一起度过的岁月
新しい未来へ
向着崭新的未来
急ぐ君の背中に
马上对着你的背影
そう　最后は笑颜でs
ay goodbye
对最后笑着说再见吧

サヨナラなんて
什么再见
おわりだなんて
什么结束了
うそだといって　それでも
即便你说这全都是谎言
解いた手は冷たくなる
放开的手在渐渐变冷
仆らは他人になる
我们成了陌生人

ごめんねなんて
什么对不起
もう泣かないで
请不要再哭了
抱きしめてしまうから
因为我们相拥在一起
重ねた思い出が
在那些重叠的回忆
痛みに変わるその前に
变成痛苦之前
ほら　最后は笑颜でs
ay goodbye
来最后笑着说再见吧

OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU by JANICE & SONIA

2009-10-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

The song entitled "Officially Missing You" was officially sang by Tamia, she was the original singer of the song but it has becoming a big hit due to popular demand after it was sang by the duo duet by Janice & Sonia who are twin sista with awesome and heart melting voices, I'm totally and officially loving their version of this song, I do hope they record and release an album of their own...I'll be in line to purchase their original copy if it happens =)
Highly recommended by yours truly...hope you love this heart touching song sang by the duo JS...I dedicate this song to all whom are missing their special someone =)
ENJOY~~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtXr0pIRSg4

Tongue Piercing

2009-09-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

Promoting Nike LOL

FOOD N TEA RESTAURANT

To all my dear lovely readers, finally Im back to this blog world...sorry to keep u all waiting for such a long time since I was occupied and been going places throughout this time...Seen a lot, met a lot and some experience as well haha...okie let's get back on track and get it down...

As U can see and read from the title for this post, I believed most of ya would be quite shock of what I did but yeah!!! I finally got me Tongue pierced~ Lovers Thank You, Haters F**K OFF...Im very happy for it and currently waiting for it to recover...but have to thank Justin a.k.a Ah Loon and LT for accompany me...

Here's how it goes, I previously promised Loon to get the freakin awesome and Look killin G-SHOCK together...so, we decided to go shopping since we're back @ KL...it was an easy task because previously we did quite loads of survey for the G-SHOCK watch and the best price as well but end up Justin was the one who got his one instead...damn cool his new watch , he was damn excited and happy hahaha...rrrrrrggggghhhh I WANT My Millitary version G-SHOCK!!!

After that it was prime time!!! My turn to get my tongue piercing...I already know which shop to visit "TRIBAL BODYWORKS STUDIO" in Sg Wang...due to their fame and has been established since 1998...Here's the funny part~ I walked in to enquire and there was a couple of girls around my age was at the counter...I asked in cantonesse "Yi dou tongue piercing dim gai ar?"...one of the girl smile and replied in a friendly way (cantonesse):" Yat bak yi sap bao WAN!!!"....LT was standing beside me laughed like hell...YAT BAK YI SAP BAO WAN= Translation RM120 include "PLAY"???!!! hahaha the actual meaning was RM120 including the piercing Stud...the pronounce sounds the same...freakin hilarious and funny...even all the girls staff there was laughing themselves...Justin helped me recorded a video for the piercing process~ good good memorable hehe...

Blah blah blah...I leave out most of the details ...By the way can you imagine 3 guys who wants to buy a mini skirt? LOL well I'll just keep that among ourselves hahaha sounds like Fear Factor right keke...

After that, we tried out Food n Tea Restaurant in SG Wang and went home...Overall it was a great day hanging out with them...Friendship Forever ^___^v

A Forward E-mail

2009-09-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

在此想分享这几句，是朋友forward e-mail里的某些内容，当然也加入了我个人的想法：

愿天下所的情人,愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...
，相信每个谈过恋爱的你们都明白和曾经拥有过这一段的想法与念头，因为我也有，“决定了的选择以后就不要后悔”，如果你所要的已不在了，就让她走，这并不代表世界末日，有风度就祝福，相信有一天她会感到遗憾和后悔，可是当那一刻来临时，已于你无关了，不在乎了，剩余所在乎的或许只是当初当年彼此相遇，所拥有过的感情回忆，毕竟人是有感觉的，不是架冷血机器人。

都是些满感伤在心里的疑问，没经历过的朋友们相信是体会不到那种感觉：

如果我還一直深愛著你
你是否還會待在我身邊？
如果我還一直在乎著你
你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了
你才感覺的到我的離開？
是否我已離開了,
你才感覺的到我對你的好？
在此祝福全天下所以的有情人能夠忠誠眷屬
Wishing Everyday's A Valentine's Day To All The Couples And Lovers In This World...

I'll be back soon for more post after my Final exam's through~

SMILE =)

如果我变成回忆

2009-08-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

今天听到一首让我完全陶醉的歌，也让我回忆起一阵一阵的过去，甜蜜的，心碎的，但同时也让我学会了长大，面对现实，有很多事情是往往一个人掌握不到的，而是两个的相助才变得美丽，也明白了时光会冲淡一切这一句话。

听着这一首歌，我慢慢了解少许的自己，原来过去我是那么的自私，但我早就很清楚，在未来如果再发生，是假即使是真的也好，过去了就是过去了，我只会努力争气做好自己成为第一，好吧，亲爱的读者们，就好好让你们享受这首歌的歌词，“如果我变成回忆”。Enjoy~

With love,

Clifford @ Sun

Tank - 如果我变成回忆

累了照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着

越美丽越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

累了照惯例努力清醒着

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着

快乐什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气

顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙

连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

Blood Donation

2009-08-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

"So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean!!!" Damn I love this sentence...its from the song NEW DIVIDE by Linkin Park...which is also the soundtrack of Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen...awesome film and Megan Fox is just so badddd and hawt haha...okie let's get back to business~

Its BLOOD DONATION week in my school, it was it...I did my part after so long...to be exact the second time in my life giving blood and donating and I was feeling quite relieved and happy about it...Felt like I did a good deed for some reason~ Hope to be frequent about this event the next time...

Well, I went with my coursemate and it was his first time doing so after I comfort him about the stereotype of blood donation like pain and blah blah blah u know LOL...We did good and chilled at the library a while for some revision but ended up both of us were exhausted and kind of doze off half way...

So what are you guys waiting for...Heal the world!!! Giving out a helping hand by doing a small part...it might mean more than what you could imagine for people who needs it...A situation where one drop can lift them up ^^

Okie have got to stop here and the surprise I mentioned from one of my post lately is gonna be unveiled soon but thats after the surgery procedure...

Another Rainy day but haze are still in the air...remember to be more health caution and drink more water as a reminder for all my love ones...take care of yourself

Have the best of days ahead yall

signning out

Surgery Procedure

2009-08-01T23:27:00.000-07:00

I donno how to start posting this time...I feel so helpless now...its not a good news as far as I can see it or rather feel so...may be another one or two weeks I'll be going for a surgery procedure and I'm feeling very upset for some reason and I haven't told anyone about it and might not even tell as well so may be that's the reason why I'm here right now...

May be I'm just missing someone very much right now...its not may be...I'm really missing someone very badly now...how helpless I am here...I'm very afraid of it and the first person that comes to my mind is her...I want to deny it but seems its not working very well eh...

Why am I even listening to that song...hoping for something to happen perhaps...so many other songs but yet I chose this without noticing ...it really happened...I can't believe it after so long I really can't believe it...I received a forward mail from her...my vision seems to be very blur and watery now...feelin as if my call was answered...may be you might laugh at how a fool I am...I'm feeling really weak in heart right now...

May be the person I long for is not by my side anymore, I know what my heart wants but I've been locking it up until now...it hurts a lot...shattered glasses without a proper reflection of my own...All I want is the special someone to be there when I needed it the most...someone who shows the exact reflection as I do...it cant be understand by others...或许可能会变成我终生遗憾...it meant more than just a person accompanying by your side...it felt the heart being held and hold so tighly...being as one...feeling secured from any harm and nothing else matters more...

或许人会随着时间所要得到的都不一样，我真的不知道，一个人会那么容易而改变吗？，好感伤...is it true that one is just as fragile as a glass itself that changes easily like how the cloud changes its shape, 女生是水而成的，那男生呢？真搞不懂。

无意的问候，很可能就打开了一扇新的门...this sentence was part of the mail...it felt so true

Hope the best for the operation...

Sincerely,

Clifford Sun

Endless Story- Yuna Ito (Reira TRAPNEST: NANA MOVIE 1 OST)

2009-07-29T11:27:00.000-07:00

A rough translation of the lyrics of this song, hope you love it and enjoy as I did... I finished watching both Movie 1 & 2 of NANA...it was nice, a recommendation from me...

如果你心意不变 IF YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED YOUR MIND
今晚请陪在我身边 THEN I WANT YOU BY MY SIDE TONIGHT
我已厌倦假装坚强 IM SO TIRED OF PRETENDING
面对你我幼稚的可怜 Everytime I think about you baby
只说得出你的思念 IF I COULD JUST TELL YOU, I MISS U
却难以说抱歉 IT'S HARD TO SAY I'M SORRY
回忆属于我们之间不想就这样消失不见Don't go away
冰消瓦解显而易见 ONCE I KNEW THAT THE WARMTH BETWEEN US HAD DISAPPEARED

温柔的点滴在我心中宽散开来 GENTLE TEARS STRATED TO SPREAD OVER MY CHEST
切不断我对你思念 THIS IS NOT WHERE IT ENDS, I'M MISSING U
紧握的双手别松开 PLEASE DON'T LET GO OF MY HAND
如果能实现梦想
我要再一次为了你唱出这首歌中余韵绵绵
我们的故事永不完结
爱不留余地空间
如果不是为了谁
而是为了你
想唱出这首歌余韵绵绵
我们的故事永不完结
持续散发光芒耀眼
一直希望你明瞭
直到永远

NANA

2009-07-26T19:23:00.000-07:00

MIKA NAKASHIMA as ROCK VER. NANA

It 's been a almost a year since I last watched the japanese anime about the encounter of two girls with the same name living under the same roof as entitled "NANA"...Last nite I accidently clicked on the pps movies list and it really caught my eyes...it was the human act movie version of NANA and one of the main leading role actress the Rock type ver. of Nana was taken by my favourite celebrity Mika Nakashima...for some reason I'm really into her even before she was in the film...may be it was the first time I heard her song "Yuki No Hana" that made me in trance repeating the whole song over and over again but that was really a long time ago...I have got to admit there's another reason because she's the kind & type of girl that would attract me the most at first sight...a very charming feelin' ...now you know haha but thats just for appearance, I'll get to the personality part if there's a chance for my upcoming post one day...

Continuing The Movie NANA...All I can say is......VERY NICE!!! omg it's really awesome and the exact features that was in the anime version and the two main actress really killed it...Cute NANA was indeed very kawaii and as for my favourite actress the rock ver. NANA ...she's so hawt as alwis but in the film it was as if the real NANA came out from the anime hahaha...it's true you have got to watch the anime first before watching the movie...a total match for their role play and thumbs up for the one who chose them...good eyesight and not to mention taste LOL...

There's one part of the film I really loved and may be its just me cos my heart was kind of touched where the part TRAPNEST Reira sang the song "ENDLESS STORY" along with her side REN (Rock NANA's lover) played the guitar so emotionly and it was really cool...The lyric's of this song is very simple but very meaningful...if your fluent with jap & mandarin I bet you'll love it too the translation for both is very nice, I'll post it up after I get the full lyrics...

Since I've just finished watching part one of the movie...hopefully got time for the second part of it...just cant wait since later gonna have class...have to wait til after that session...the characteristics of the two role has a very big contrast but it's very cute seeing both communicating so well...DAmn I love this movie and the anime so much...Mika is just so charming hahaha...Freakin envious of that guy who plays as REN...lucky him LOL

Well I recommend this film to everyone at the age of 18 and above since there are some explicit content of the anime itself ...for instance hell lots of smoking is part of it and its quite realistic that most of it really happens in real life...There are also some part I do have regrets and feelin of uneasy...reminds me of some incident that not only hurts myself but more for someone as well...I never want it to happen ever again...

It's time for me to get prepare for my class later...there's one surprise coming soon for all my friends and lovely readers...I'm looking forward to it myself haha...

Okie that's all folks...

Have the best of days ahead...

BUSY STUDENT'S LIFE

2009-07-22T10:19:00.000-07:00

Hi ^^v to all my dear lovely readers out there...first of all I need to apologize to ya guys for the lack of updating lately...I was fully occupied with all the on going assignments and presentation, not to mention those mid-term exams...sigh~~~

Honestly, I just finished another preparation for my next presentation a moment ago and well quickly decided to spend my time sharing this moment of mine...hopefully din't kept all of you waiting...sincerely apologize once again...I believe all of you are very understanding people right...hahaha

Okie let's start off ......right about NOW~~~go

Im very into gym as you know if your one of my loyal readers....I also did mentioned it in some of my previous blog back then or in other words, Im really addicted on working out every week and whenever I missed any part of it...I would feel as if something was missing and it felt uneasy because I'm already used to it and my mind keeps telling me to do better and my goal is still far behind....I wanna reach it at any opportunity during those sessions...

Despite that, I have been spending time with new and old friends and even those I seldom used hang out with and Im glad that I did so...it was a blast for movies,shopping,clubbing,or even just a simple teatime was simply cool getting to catch up with all the happenings....Certainly cant live without Friends, I really appreciate and treasure all the friendship I have...Love ya guys...

Dont have much inspiration on writing more at the moment since Im feeling a bit tired after a morning class,assignment meeting and hanging out with Ah Loon but dint get any stuff today...hmmm next time hahaha the shopping spree will continue next month I guess...but at the same time got to manage my financial properties properly...

Oya Im drinking a cup of hot honey now...since I also have a guest in the house ....Ah Jun!!! lol no idea on why his been on the move lately from KL to KTN and Ktn to KL haha...oh well...

I got to go bath and hit the sack for my presentation tomorrow...Once again apologize for this current post since it seems kind of rush and lack of freshnesss lol...I'll make it up for the upcoming post next time...

At the mean time ....stay tuned folks and have the best of days ahead of you...

Cheers ^.~ wink

NEVER AGAIN

2009-07-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

Heard a song by Justin Timberlake from my friend's playlist which sounds very meaningful to me and it really caught my heart...its really sad but yet a very nice song...it sounded like how I felt once upon a time...Do enjoy the lyrics and do download the song if your interested...recommended for the broken heart~

__NEVER AGAIN by JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE__

Would have given up my life for you

Guess it's true what they say about love

It's blind

Girl, you lied straight to my face

Looking in my eyes

And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life

And all you had to do

Was apologize

You didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me, again

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line

Helpless watched you break this heart of mine

And loneliness only wants you back here with me

Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me

And all you had to do

Was apologize, and mean it

But you didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me

I wish like hell I could go back in time

Maybe then I could see how

Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try

But it's too late, it's over now

You didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me

Again

Again, yeah, yeah

Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah

Never get to love me

NORMAL FINALLY

2009-07-03T23:31:00.000-07:00

Hello to my all time readers and supporters...after working out last night with the boys finally feeling sober and clearer looking at things...may be is just one of those days when the mood is effected by certain happenings or small twist of changes...I got to learn more to release and getting through it...Emotion is the least thing I want to get in my way...Never let emotion get the best out of you is an advise given to me a long time ago but knowing the true meaning of it really takes the toll out of you...first hand experience here trust me haha

Anyway an update to all who loves me...dont worry I'm doing fine here...just a small matter, nothing I cant manage of ^^...

As continue...I wanted to share things happened this morning...REPLACEMENT CLASS =='''

yes...And the worst part of it, its being held on Saturday....boring but its still okie atleast I dint dose off during the entire 3 and a half hour lesson...the lecturer TCK really can like lecture for countless hours and he seems to enjoy it for some reason but I do respect his effort thou...

Last but not least...I'll upload my 21st Birthday celebration photos and videos soon once I get my hands on it from the photographer and DV cam man...It was very memorable and meant a lot to me...Thx everyone and all my friends who attended I love u guys deeply...its really touching knowing you guys are willing to come despite all the inconviniences...

It was a blast and awesome birthday celebration I could ever have...Besides that, got to thank the rest of ya guy's messages and wishes from FB and on phone who cant make it to my party...

I did felt a little dissapointed in someone though for not wishing me at all despite giving me all the sweet words from the past & false promises...no call nor even a single message from her but since its that way...I wont wanna care less anymore and who am I to have the so called STATUS and QUALIFICATION to expect others to wish me, I ain't the King of England right haha...you can keep all that for "OTHERS" thx but no thx...all the best

Let's not spoil the mood for this lovely Saturday...A wonderful warm Sunnyday outside...feeling nothing much...normal but yet energetic...may be a Saturday nite fever eh later hahaha...

Lots of care and with love to all who are reading my blog...

Peace yall~

signing out...

What's This Feelin I'm Goin Thru?

2009-07-02T10:58:00.000-07:00

At this moment, listening to songs I normally do not listen...it feels very weird, feelings of mine disturbed by these songs....feelin the missing way of smiling to myself...forgetful of my surroundings and happenings without noticing about it...time seems to have stopped for a while or may be a long time ago...Thinking of where I am now?...What I have I done so far? Whats worth to sacrifice for and what makes it the point and the reason to do so...May be Im thinking too much again...still in the progress of recovering from my fever...Too tired perhaps?

Someone used to say I think of things and nonsense during my time of uncertainty and during times when Im sick or when Im down with despair...Others are smiling yet an I just wishing for something so faraway that Im unable to reach...Please stop is what I told myself...Being uncertain of what lies ahead, Im feeling so helpless, unable to keep the aim I want incontrol...unable to touch the ground...

Im the better person now yet why am I feeling lost now...I need to go on...for a longer route...farer...pulling the distance til Im able to grab hold of what I want...Do not want to lose...Do not want to give up...Do not want to lose to myself...Do not want to lose to anyone anymore...Do not want to give in to anyone whose willing to stay for me...why so heartless...I do not know...I'll never shed another single tears to anyone...Im over it yet I can barely take a deep breath for my own...sweet heartful words...sweet promises once upon of time but its all being taken away...leaving only broken shattered pieces...tonight is just one night...everyday every night Im thinking of ?...I do not dream for more...I do not dream anymore during these restless night...

I will end this post with sentences lyrics from a favourite song of mine by Britney Spears...

I never promised you a happy ending, you never said you wouldn't make me cry but summer love will keep us warm long after, our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye...

WORK OUT & A BETTER LIFE

2009-06-19T10:46:00.000-07:00

Been a while since I have been going to the gym room nowadays with my friends to be exact Mr Chin and Mr Yeo haha...doing it constantly but for the moment its not enough got to push harder and get the supplements soon to boost the build up...Well got a early Birthday wish from L.T....guess what he said: "Clifford wish u get more muscle and a bigger n perfect body this year" hahaha okie I will do my best to get the shape I want...

Here are some of our pics I requested them to take together during the work out sessions...I'll take it as a BEFORE pic and hopefully good results for the AFTER pics within this year...Just uploaded some of it ...Here's us~

Mr Yeo, Mr Liaw & Mr Chin

Our long hair Dai Lou(GUY ON THE MOST LEFT) was also there haha

Oya I almost forgot to mention one more thing, Mark a.k.a Bboy Motionguy was in the house with me at home...it was great having guides and technical help from him...Other than my studies and upgrading my social life, I wanna to improve myself...Appearance,attitude and skills that I favour...Lastly, earning hell lot of money $$$ is also my top priority and aim~ its not that I'm greedy, I just want to have a better life umm...not a better life but a life that is more than average since I need to be more independent to earn my own keep instead of getting it from my parents and I will prove those "people" wrong...who says living in a wealthy family cant understand people who are poor...It doesnt matter whether your rich or poor, all of us has 2 hands and 2 legs and a brain...we own the same body...The only thing that is wrong is THE METHOD your using...So dont always go around complain to others saying WHY DONALD TRUMPH & BILL GATES is lucky in life...I'll tell you the differences~

-YOU FOLLOW THE SAME OLD RULES

-YOU ONLY "WISH" & "HOPE" THAT THE HARDWORK YOU DID MORE THAN OTHERS WILL BE NOTICED BY YOUR BOSS ONE DAY

-YOU DO THINGS THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING

-YOU HAVE A LOUSY BF/GF THAT INFLUENCE YOU TO BE IN A SLUMBER MODE

-YOU ONLY COMPLAIN WITHOUT TAKING ANY ACTIONS

LASTLY THIS IS THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST, WATCH AND LEARN, LISTEN UP~

-DO YOU THINK YOUR SMART??? IF YOUR ANSWER IS "YES"......WHY AREN'T YOU RICH NOW HUH??? PLEASE LOOK AT THE MIRROR AND ASK YOURSELF...

I'll do my best to make the differences in my own way~ LIVE IT THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE~

ITS MY LIFE!!!

Hope everyone is somehow motivated or have a better perspective and aim in life...hope this helps~

Wishing everyone a wonderful evening...Good night~

MY PRESENT DAYS

2009-06-09T22:19:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps...Clifford's in the house yall...haha been a couple of busy weeks but as promised I'm back to update my blog a.s.a.p...

Lets start then...its been quite fun last saturday after partying along with the our old frens n old members, its actually one of our friend small green invited us to attend her 21st birthday party...All of us had a great time gathering and met new faces too cool...free flows throughtout the night thx to her haha...

And the following day...I went off with my fren to get myself a hair cut FINALLY!!! what a relief...a totally new look new style and something others could hardly think of...I love this current image...but I dun think I wanna put any of it since most of it has been uploaded on my facebook...lookin hot haha havent had this feeling for almost a year dy and thanks guys for the compliments...besides that, the unexpected thing was my stylist,he told me that he was also at the same place partying that day but never see him...what a coincidence

On the other hand, as usual went with them dudes to work out...one hair very messy, another one din wear singlet so din take pic, well hey Im okie haha...really funny zadao by them...it seems nothing much special happened lately or may be I just din have enough time to mention each and every detail about it...I'll keep it to myself temporarily...

Assignments is on and well everyone including muah is being stressful about it...hopefully get it done perfectly before the dateline comes...Im really looking forward to cooperate with them new classmates and people I met in school lately...my phonebook is getting all packed up...need a new phone soon...lol anyone willing to sponsor? I remember someone said she gonna get me an Apple Iphone lol...

Despite all that, I have also been busy arranging the invitations for my coming 21st birthday...loads of people gonna be there...some important peeps,big names and frens along with families will be there...kind of excited and anxious seeing everyone soon...

Okie I'll stop here for now...feeling tired need a short rest for later events...

Stay tuned for my next post my beloved readers and sincerely thank you for all the support...

love u all~

Student's Life

2009-06-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hello guys...Im back sorry for the delay and lack of update, I have been quite busy for these couple of week because of the new school's timetable and attending classes not to mention loads of assignments and you know the stuffs we college students face haha...

Okie so no more delays, I'll start off on what happened this past 2 to 3 weeks...previously I did mention on having new housemates and we got along just nice, got to know the 2 dudes more and their hometown friends as well, 3 other girls to be exact and we also have our meals together quite frequent too...However there are still more to learn and more to conquer, I also attended special seminars and talks too out of school just for additional knowledge and to gain prespectives on how the society moves nowadays...

Besides, I have also been working out lately in and off the school along with some of my friends and I did got to meet new faces and activities does bring people closer to each other in terms of communication and interaction...it was cool and a pleasure meeting new people everyday...it also made my day better and my network seems to be gaining up some momentum...I'll continue to do it more constantly and hopefully the results makes me happy lol...I will upload some pics of me with them the next time if we have the chance...

"So lonely inside , so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody to care"...a couple of sentences I picked up from the song I'm currently listening to...Entitled "All you wanted" by Michelle Branch...its one of my all time favourite song since a long time ago...honestly, I have been kind of into Rain Bi the korean artist, his great and I'm into his songs lately too very addictive especially Rainism...On the other hand, I did got the chance the catch up with L.T. & Loon lately...For some reason they indirectly reminded me and seem to have influenced me to be more aggresive on getting task done and to be somebody and not a no body...Not to mention both of them are people who updates themselves quite often interms of network,events,appearance & fashion and it did gave me a positive motivation on being the next Mr. Magnet haha...Mr Justin still joke among us saying we On to aim and join the next hunk competition summore within these period of workout walau errr that fella really push to be the best but I strongly believe nothing is impossible and a good target...wait for me Loon, I'll do my best to reached that level but at the same time get good grades for my studies as well...got to manage everything efficiently and make it balance...

Despite all that, something unexpected happened this afternoon...after finishing the first morning lecture...Me,Lucan,Pui yee,Allen,small green and colleen went for our breakfast at TBR and kind of a gathering among our own Tourism senior students...While waiting for the next lecture, we decided to go Jusco just to kill sometime...while I left for the Bank to get the bill paid and join them again...Here's where something unexpected happened, we went to the arcade for a game which me and lucan face off on DDR...hardly could catch my breathe stepping on it haha...after finishing we decided to head back and this is where a miracle pop out or may be I should say dropped in...I had 2tokens...one used for DDR and one left that I quickly inserted it into the doll grabbing machine...all of them just waited and stare at me while I positioned the grabber and guess what happened hahaha...they were like all surprise and even one of them scream when I did so...yeah Your right...I got a doll just by using RM1 lol...it was one of the doll I wanted to get hold of and finally its in my hands LOL...here's a pic of it...I name it Lucky Blue...I'm still not sure whether its a cat,a bear or whatever it is but I like it anyway...cos it looks happy...

Enjoy the pic and Til next time...

Thats all folks~

Smile...smile...

COLLEGE NEW SEMESTER

2009-05-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, guess whose back, back again, Clifford's back, in his crib... haha that sounds so lame but

who cares lol...

Its been almost 3weeks since I went back to my hometown for the holidays. An update to all my loyal readers and people who cared for me, Im fully recharged and feeling alot better as well as rearranged myself to focus more on the things coming my way so dont worry about me. I have got to say it was nice staying at home with my family although I hardly have more time spent with my dad but well we did have a closer interaction this time.

Besides that, to be exact this is the second post since I returned back to KL, the previous blog was about Kris Allen if you have read it ofcourse...

Anyway let's get back to the topic, the new semester has already started for 3days and I went to college for the classes. However, its the first week which means hardly any students would be attending it, not to mention the lecturers themselves and couple of us students ended up being FFK by the tutors or in other words no class and no attendance marking available...boring and I was looking forward to classes well got to wait for next week for the actual start.

Moreover, this new sem was also the sem for new intakes and TARC was overcrowded by freshies with different attire and looks haha what am I saying lol, I could hardly describe on how they really looked but one things for sure they are fresh and curious little boys and girls to the world...good luck to them...

In addition, there are new tenants in the house, new housemates and they are very friendly indeed and we got along just nice and it was a good start for this new sem...I knew one of them earlier before I had my previous japanese exam, his a very out going and talkative kind of person and along with his roommate a very good looking guy,he has those play boy kind of attraction thou haha, my type of peeps haha just kidding atleast they dont lock themselves up in the room ,Iwill update more on our progress soon...

Talking about housemates, the previous two guys are still caught up in their same stye. Frankly speaking, they are still M.I.A as always in their room hiding in their own world, Im always curious on what their doing inside lol...Its their life...I wont say much about it...everyone has their own way of living...got to respect others in order for others to respect us right...

On the other hand, Im very grateful and glad I have true friends,family and supporters all around when I needed them the most without any condition or favour in return...I will do my best and more self-improvement as a result to let them feel proud of who I really am...

Everyday Life's really a ground for practical lessons and Im also very excited about the present and the future gets me all fired up to run faster haha...Despite all that, I almost forgot to mention a news, Im currently one of the new directors of my father's company after voicing out and well I did show my determination along with signing up documents of the board and hopefully more self-esteem to give others the confidence in me but Im far behind from being successful but do choose me with your excellent eye sight if you have trust in me...As promised to my peeps, I also made some tie to meet it ends if you remember from a blog post of mine mentioning that I will do my best and better even during the holidays but for the moment I will keep it P n C...Thinking out of the box is a very powerful weapon indeed, looking at points from a different angle rsults in new discovery and opportunity but discipline and a determine mind set as the starting point...enough with the flattering talk, just stay tuned and look for yourself...actions are always the best prove compared to meaningless talks...

I'll stop right here... I'll be back...(sounds like Arnold huh haha a reminder for Terminator's fans the lastest Terminator Salvation movie storms the cinema on the 28May)

Till my next blog...wishing everyone a wonderful day and all the best in life!!!

Peace yall

HEARTLESS BY KRIS ALLEN

2009-05-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

ADAM LAMBERT & KRIS ALLEN

THIS SONG WAS ORIGINALLY SANG BY KANYE WEST FEAT T-PAIN BUT THE VERSION SANG BY KRIS ALLEN WAY OVERWHELMED ME WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT ON THE RADIO.

BESIDES THAT, KRIS ALLEN WAS ALSO CROWNED THE NEW AMERICAN IDOL GRAND WINNER FOR 2009 AFTER COMPETING WITH FINALIST ADAM LAMBERT.

BOTH VERY OUTSTANDING ARTISTS IN TERMS OF LOOKS AS WELL AS TALENT.

IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO THIS SONG AND ITS VERY MEANINGFUL IN A WAY.

THIS SONG IS HIGHLY RECOMENDED BY ME...

In the night I hear 'em talk

The coldest story ever told

Somewhere far along this road

He lost his soul To a woman so heartless

How could you be so heartless

How could you be so

Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo

Just remember that you talkin' to me though

You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though

I mean after all the things that we been through

I mean after all the things we got into

Ayo I know its some things that you ain't told me

Ayo I did some things but that's the old me

And now you wanna give me back and you gonna show me

So you walk round like you don't know me

You got a new friend

Well I got homies

But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear 'em talk

The coldest story ever told

Somewhere far along this road

He lost his soul

To a woman so heartless

How could you be so heartless

How could you be so Dr. Evil

You bringing out a side of me that I don't know

I decided we weren't gonna speak sowhy we up 3 AM on the phone

Why do she be so mad at me for

Homie, I don't know she's hot and cold

I won't stop, won't mess my groove up

Cuz I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends that ya leaving me

They say that they don't see what you see in me

You wait a couple of months, then you gon' see

You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear 'em talk

The coldest story ever told

Somewhere far along this road

He lost his soul

To a woman so heartless

How could you be so heartless

How could you be so heartless?

Talkin' talkin' talkin' thaw

Baby let's just knock it off

They don't know what we been through

They don't know bout me and you

So I got something new to see

And you just gonna keep hatin me

And we just gonna be enemies

I know you can't believeI could just leave it wrong

And you can't make it right

I'm gonna take off tonightInto the night

In the night I hear 'em talk

The coldest story ever told

Somewhere far, far, far...He lost his soul

To a woman so heartless

How could you be so heartless

In the night I hear 'em talk

The coldest story ever told

Somewhere far along this road

He lost his soulTo a woman so heartless

I Miss Her , Im Going Home

2009-05-03T11:37:00.000-07:00

I wanted to write this before I went home later...

有人告诉过我，虽然明知会痛，但是还是依然继续去做，因为如果亲自去幢过，才知道真正的感觉，才甘心，你就是个永远想要亲身体验好胜不服输的人，我却每次担心你会受伤而阻止你，但最后每次都没听我说，不听话任性的很，其实你真得太像我了，担心你但同时我也打从心里为你感到骄傲，难怪我会那么的爱你，彼此太像了。每天都希望你每天都好好地过，还不是一个适当的时候与你说话和会面，虽然很想，每次在msn都想msg你但都是傻傻的写了却没有勇气send，好害怕，电话写了的msg只把它save起来没发给你，呆呆的看着你的照片，再看看我们以前所有的相片，可是只能逼自己不能这么做，当初是你提议那么做是为了我们好，当中突然也多出“一些人”，我是那么的恨这件事，可是就是恨不下你，我太爱你了，恨比爱容易放下，真的真的很爱你，好想见你。待会我就要回去了，首先要出发去GK诊疗所见医生，然后再坐巴士回关丹。记得要好好照顾自己，好好地过，好想每天提醒她这一切,她知道吗？我会每天默默的为她祈祷，祝福她希望她每天都能开心不再寂寞不再是自己一个人。

再见了，我最爱的你。

我要走了，我也把patrick一起带回去，戴着你送给我的耳环，每天都戴着，希望你也是一样实现你的promise每天都戴着我送给你的耳环和项链，就算没有只要你永远记得把它戴在心里就够了，好想你。I miss you so much. 爱你永远。

Good bye, Im going home...

For You And Forever Yours Only

2009-05-03T00:43:00.000-07:00

What am I doing now...looking at a lot of things, alot of words, lots of picture, lots of images appearing in my mind... I'm such a fool, its already it is what it is...why the second thought praying within myself that theres hope someday... I'm hate myself for being this way...How can I ever forget...no matter how time passes, its true I am unable to forget it... its real and its there surrounding my thoughts...No matter how I tell myself, my heart just couldnt deny it... I think of her everyday no matter how I tried to stop myself, I always think about her, are you doing fine?, are you feeling well today?, have you eaten all your meals and hopefully you dint skip any,hoping you wont feel dizzy or any headache that alwis happen?, did anyone or any matter made you unhappy today? how was it in your studies,are you able to manage it well as usual but I know you alwis will? did you smile today? are you being youself today dont be lost okie if anything affected your mood today? 我觉得自己好傻，明知你不会知道我在想这些，却还是依然担心你每天过得好不好，不要你的同情，只需要知道你好好没事就感到安慰，我确实答应过你放心让我去做我自己，就好像对妈妈说你不必担心我，好好的放开我去长大的同样感觉，可是反而是我放不开你，好蠢Sun你这么那么傻，那么天真，她已不再了，你这么那么笨，或许这些都是对我自己说的话，可是我知道我真的是打从心里的关心她，想念着她，并没有其他意思。好想听到她的声音，好想和她说话，问候她，即使是以一个朋友的身份都甘心，但是打不下电话，好害怕。

When it happened, the past came to me, After its over, the memories of my past started to haunt me again...she's more than a simple person, she's more than a friend when we 1st met each other, she's more than just a lover who gave out everything just for my own sake...she's more than that...She's another me 另一个自己。。。all the undescribable feelings that once haunt us both before we met each other is appearing once more...I'm a better person nevertheless and will positively continue going to the next stage and a higher level...its true and it is the way its going to be...Despite that, yet there it is...说不出的寂寞，挡不了的悲哀 the sorrow that filled our life no matter how we try to live our life...it was always there until the day I found you....you told me and we said everything at the same time...same sentences, same thoughts, same emotion, same feeling that I never felt this strong for...I cant believe that there was a person whom really felt what I feel...Your always good at describing the feelings by words yet im alwis the one whose alwis one step behind whenever we talked then...

Christmas is the warmest season and day for everyone in the world but it has a different part for it when it came to us...no one is able to understand what we been through...they will always tell us that we are just having nonsense in our mind and being negative about it...we always believe what we felt back then and finally we met...it was not a wrong thought, it was not nonsense...why must we blend in and to follow people's opinion and why must we follow on the things people said its "right" and what is "wrong"...we finally had our answer...cause it was it...you were the missing piece of puzzle...the other part that I thought never knew existed and think of every moment in my life...it wasnt a dream...you were there all along just that we never met...for the first time in my life... it never felt so real that I thought it might be only a coincidence but time prove that its real...hurting you is similliar to hurting myself...my soul wanted you so desperately and so it was the same with on what you feel...it was the connection between us...a connection that no one else has and never will appear...at first I was so afraid that you were just another girl the same as the others whose gonna end up holding to my heart and hurting it when you finally felt bored of it but the connection pushed us so deeply...I finally felt it and opened my heart for you...and you proved to me that we were borned for each other...I believed that til now I'm still believing may be til the day my life ends its gonna be the same answer...I never doubted the feelings and connection surrounding us both...I want you...You also did...We wanted each other so badly...I wanted you so much every second in my life....I wanted to make you felt my love everyday for the rest of my life...I wanted to be the one who knows what makes you sad as I can be the one who makes you smile...I wanted to protect you and be as close and near to you for every second possible....you were alwis thete looking at me...giving me all you have...protecting me....comforting me when I was hurt...Being there with me when I was in a lot of pain being blame and hated...sacrifice so much for the sake of wanting me to be better not for urself but in the eyes of others and the public...we never doubted we were meant for each other...what we were is irreplacable and theres no substitute for what we are....we are alwis as one...so sentimentally...so closely...so warmly at heart...the heart and us both blending into just one...We were incomplete before we met...you complete me as I will give you my all...I never wanted to be with anyone else,never want any other girl to touch me as I have given myself to you and yours only...what ever you felt matters most to me...

But when it came a while ago, It was the sadest thing you ever told...you told me to love myself more...why do you say so...I forced myself to not to be emotional when you said so...from the bottom of my heart I love you the most as the same way I love myself...loving myself the same way I love you...loving my own reflection...loving my mirror...loving another me...loving you...

You told me sadly and emotionly that you will always remember me...always be the one who love you the most...always the one who pamper you like no one else ever could do so...always treasure our sweetest and all that we went through...always be another me and forever part of you....why must you be so cruel...why...why must you be so mean to me....why...you never blame me...Iwill never blame anything to you no matter how bad i feel thats a swearing...why must you be so cold towards me at those moment...why must you make me feel so...you made me cried so badly for the first time in my life...you shattered my heart each and every part of it til its broken to the ground...pieces of fragile shattered glass all over...I wanted to pick all of the pieces up...every piece of it....every piece of my heart...my fren picked it up for me with care...another fren picked it up as well tried his best to put them all together for me...
I locked it up ....I locked my heart up so tightly...without any leak...sealing it for no one is able to touch or to look at...the cuts and glasses of love hurts...a fren reminded me not to do so...advised to give the world a second chance...I said by words that I will do so but yet what am I doing now...I have yet to be ready...I would rather put all my life in building up my carrer and showing the world Im the best...my heart knows that as well...it has confidence in this matter nevertheless but can I love another as how I love her...Im sorry for now its impossible...I have been chained up...locked within...I wont trust anyone anymore...I will only trust them who pulled me up and those who supported fully at those moment...

All I care now is myself,my friends,my family and the things I will conquer and achieve in this world...I do not hate her ... I told her before that I hate her lying I hate her,i hate you,i hate you,i hate you very much once ago but I did not meant what I meant...the only thing that came from my heart was I love you so much so deeply...I want you...I wanted all from you...I wanna see you even just a short while...just a few second...just a moment...I lied saying that i hate you...I love you too much...more than I could imagine...I wanna love you and give you my all...

I wanted to give you a surprise after my exam but you were not able to wait for that moment...you always asked me what was so important when I called you...I only told you one of it that it was to visit my grandma...it meant more than just seeing her...besides my mother...she was also a very important person in my life...she was the one who love and took care of me when I was only a born baby...she is one of the greatest person in the world and in my life...I had a meaning showing you to meet her in person...the reason was the biggest decision of my life and feelings towards you...I really believe in it for the 1st time in my life that it meant everything to me in the whole world...Jun was the 1st person I told about it...he was really happy for finally Clifford truly loves a person with all he has...I can tell by Jun's eyes he believed me...but he stopped me from doing so...he discourage me to do what I wanted to do...I understand that he did not want me do,he did not want me to fall apart knowing the real answer that was not going to be as the one I wanted to know...I love you my love...til now I cant lie to myself...I know im always hoping and still praying that if anything happened Im always here for you...I will do anything just to keep you in comfort and from any pain...

I told you about my coming 21st birthday...it meant so much to me not because im going to be an adult but the day I will give everything I have to you...I wanna be the one who will take care of you for the rest of my life...I wanna be the one who gives you the life you wanted...I wanted to open an account for both of us as I will save all my money and coming salary from the job I work for...I wanna be the one to give you what its meant to be our own home...I wanna get engage with you in the marriage firm once my birthday was over...I wanna propose to you with my ring...Telling the whole world that is you I wanna spend the rest of my remaining life with...I wanna say to you...I love you...Would you marry me??? when i knee infront of you with the ring i have towards you...can i be the one to shelter you from the rain with my umbrella??? I would make you proud and the happiest girl in the world...if you say Yes...I will be the luckiest and the most happiest man in the world...I really do...

I forced myself to leave finally when I finally decided as you have made your choice...I could not bare seeing you being together with him...I would rather choose not to see you at all leaving you to the choice you made...thats all I can do for myself and you for the final moments and struggle in me...it would be meaningless seeing you at that moment anymore as your love and heart has changed...the yien li that I once knew and so familiar of...I did not want to see the closest yet a stranger...我不想看到我最爱的你变成我最熟悉的陌生人，我最爱的艳丽，最爱我的你到底去了那里？I really have changed at the moments we dint see each other but you did not see it all...I wanted to show you after my exam to make you proud of who I am but your heart has already left mine...good bye was the hardest two word I have typed...it hurts...it tore me apart from within...my heart has finally ended...no more trust to girls who will fall for me anymore...you left... so did my heart you took it away...I did not want to pass the letter I wrote to you as well
for I cant take it seeing the both of you being with each other...

I will go on being the man of all pride,the better me,success by my side and the one who is the

top of all others...I will make everyone proud of who I am...

Lastly, if my life were to end the next day or soon, I would tell you that I wont regret because I

have met you in my life...the only thing I regret is I dont have the chance anymore to be the one

to take care of you and be the one you once love,unable to make you proud of who I am, unable

to build the home we always wanted together...growing old together,spending all our life loving

each other finally til death do us part...I always wanted to be the one but still

in the end...I would say to you and you only...

I Love You Forever...如果再世可以选择的话，我还要和你在一起，再痛再辛苦都愿意。。。

I wanna let you know my dearest li,my perfect mirror, my another me, my love...If someday you

need me, I will always be here ready and waiting, a part, a space just for you no matter what

happens...

情爱的艳丽，我完美的mirror,另一个自己，我最爱的你，如果有一天，你遇上了任何挫折，需要

忍静安尉的地方，只要你愿意，我愿意永远为你变成你的避风港，再多的要求我都可以为你做，

只要你需要我的时候，我永远都会为你而在，默默的守候着你，别担心，你或许现在想对我说多

爱我自己或许也没这么想过，但是我只想对你说，我没有后悔过和你以前在一起的日子，现在也

是，将来也是，我很爱你，同时我也很爱我自己，I LOVE YOU THE SAME WAY I LOVE

MYSELF...

Forever yours 永远爱你的,
~ Sun ~

I WILL BE BACK SOON...

2009-05-02T14:32:00.000-07:00

Its been rough for this couple of days and so many things happened all at once...

To all my beloved friends, I'm feeling fine here now, so dont worry about me...

I just need sometime to get myself together and be ready for the coming days...

I'll recover hopefully...Time does not cure the pain we endure but Time makes us get used to the

pain instead...thats what I learned...

I will be going back home for a recharge so that I can be back KL once again the one who

conquers and be the top leading person...I have been working hard for my own sake all this

time...I would need the sufficient rest I need to walk a longer and futher road but it will be fast

as I will continue doing my best even in my hometown as well...wont stop never will!!!

To end this current blog, I also wanted to say that I have written a blog earlier before this one...

its a very important blog that I wrote it for the entire day...each word represents me...each

thought and memory filled it without any setbacks...it represents the last words that I wanted to

tell her but did not have the chance to do so...the things I wanted to share with her so dearly

from the bottom of my heart...

I will post it when I'm ready to do so...may be after or before I go home...

Have a nice day~

Yours sincerely,
Clifford Sun

THE FIRST LOVE NOVEL I BOUGHT

2009-04-30T05:29:00.000-07:00

Finally it was a big day for me, the day for my final exam the japanese 1 paper...I dint let everyone who trusted me no matter from the past or now...Guys I did it!!! Each and every part of the paper, I have full confidence and the knowledge for it, I did better than expected and the result gonna be either A or B thats for sure...Thank you for supporting from everyone who did so...Went to TBR yumcha after exam with Alan,Kishu,JingHua,Lucan,Puiyee plus Kelvin long time no c u dy dude...then Lucan dropped me at LRT since one of my bro n sis Kenny Zai & Chris texted me today for a gathering and I chose a venue KLCC and they called me to go walk around and shop shop while waiting for them...

KLCC a very familiar place and I did think a lot and hesitated quite a while without a proper reason or may be I just dont want to let myself to know the actual answer and to choose it as a place for Kenny & Chris to meet up but I did so in the end...Suddenly feel kind of dumb writing dis part of sentence may be just feeling tired ...oh well...

I arrive there very soon after calling them for confirmation, I felt kind of odd when I reached, it was like going to a very familiar place but what I felt was more than odd...it seem so different now, not because of any structure change or new facilities added...I just cant describe how it is...I continue my steps forward to the escalator slowly moving up and the ever there billboard was also there as always with a new sony ericson phone model, before that it was the phone used in the film Quantum of Solace...I finally reached the front path of the passage inserting the card, I walked and stopped for a moment with mix feelings, mix thoughts looking around my surroundings...it has always been the same nothing has change, I accepted the actual answer...好熟悉的地方，感觉却如此陌生，赤裸裸的寂寞，朝着心头绕，已过去了，Clifford加油。。。

Every conrner , every shop, every shadow once went to, flash backs,moments and memories has really left a mark in my heart and my life...I wont forget it and will always be with me...walked and followed each step once taken...step per step one step at a time...the feeling was so strong in me as I went on where I saw a shop that I never imagine me going to alone...

It was Kinokuniya, a book store where I moved slowly towards it, taking my time looking at the board hung on top categorizing each part of the type of books...

Finally I stopped there...文学...the mandarin section...I looked slowly at the titles and topic...slowly proceeding til I saw a book that catches my eye...A red one, author 张小闲 entitled 爱情王国... I picked it up without realising, started unfolding the pages til it stopped on one page...I started reading it fully absorded to it...heres how it goes...

《把天空还给你》

答应我你会好好的生活，

也想你对我深深的叮咛：

[ 答应我你会好好爱自己。]

离别的时候这是最情深的话语。

说爱你也许未如愿。

人大了只想对自己诚实，

也对我深爱过的你诚实。

好好的生活是对你真心的祝福。

也许我们永远不相见，

你继续寻找你的天与地，

我追寻我的梦想与人生，

天涯的天涯若相逢我们会微笑。

把天空还给你也把生活还给大家。

也许我再也不会这么爱一个人，

答应我你会活得比我的生命长久。

词：张小闲

一本爱情小说，a love novel...

It was the first time I have ever read such a book, the first time I went into a book store on my own will, the first time I felt that sentences from a novel expresses every thought...

The first time...The first love novel book I bought...

Me,Kenny Zai and Chris had a good time and looking forward to new findings in life,career and future...Action speaks louder than words, I wont talk big like what others only do...I will prove to the world...

I WILL NEVER QUIT AND NEVER LOSE TO ANYONE

TRUE FRIENDS ALWAYS THERE

2009-04-29T01:50:00.000-07:00

TRUE FRIENDS PULLS YOU UP WHEN YOUR IN TROUBLE

Hi guys, first of all I need to apologize to all my friends who worried bout me for the past 2days, thank you all so deeply on supporting me in all kinds of way, Im currently fine here, dont worry I'll be ok ^^ smile~...

There were so many names that I wanted to thank personally Jun,Chris,Kenny Zai,Sky and so on sorry if I wasnt able to write all your names out here for personal identity and privacy that may cause you guys trouble...Thank you so deeply you know who you are...Thank you...

To be exact Jun was the one who accompany me for the past 2days...certainly troubled him a lot and he did his best to be the best of what a friend could do...

Besides that, Sky was also one of them who really care for me as a good buddy...he was on holiday when I called him, dint told him much about what really happened but he really showed me that his a good friend to trust and depend on during hard situations...

Kenny Zai I never knew that we were gonna talk so soon, I have never doubted you as a friend since we first met when we were in Cheras long ago...Chris told you what happened and there you were...giving your time to me...talking over the phone just to make sure I'm alright and pulling me up from what I faced....Several hours non-stop you really did what you did hahaha...I appreciate it a lot bro...I'm a very lucky person as what you told me, atleast I have you to talk to while others are left to get over it by themselves...I sincerely thank you...what you told me,each word,each sentences I will remember it by heart...was very interesting the things and knowledge you taught me...I will do my best to return the favour someday and also to everyone who supported me...thx guys love you all...

As what happened has happened, its in the past well I grown a lot even before this incident surfaced now, just that someone never waited long enough for it but that does not matter nor concern me anymore...I dont care less...Im not that immature little kid from the past as a knowledge to the world...I'm having thoughts that are different,a stronger n an upheaveling point of maturity...I'm not going down this easy...Its just the beginning of the new me and the real show has yet to come...so stay tuned for it...I'll be successful thats for sure!!!

FOR YOUR KNOWLEDGE>>>Age does not equal to the maturity level of a person...its the thought that counts...I'll send this sentence to those who thinks they are so called "smart" 精人出口，笨人出手, 暴力是愚人和幼稚的行为 english translation "smart people uses their brain while dumb asses result and refer to violence, a very childish act indeed no matter how OLD you are"...the world is really full of the existence this sort of people...

Well let's not waste time on mentioning the likes of those kind shall we lol...

I'm very touched by all of my friends who gave me a helping hand and pulling me up from the pits...I'm glad that I know ya guys once again thank you ...Friendship for life!!!

I'm giving my best now doing revisions and the more important things in life...An advise for those who are in need of help and pain, its painful i know BUT you have really got to face the facts and get up...BE THE BETTER PERSON, IMPROVE YOURSELF FOR YOUR OWN SAKE, THEN YOU WILL OWN SUMTHING THAT NO ONE CAN GET IT AWAY FROM YOU, THE LIFE YOU ALWAYS WANTED AND BEING A BETTER PERSON MORE THAN WHAT OTHERS COULD IMAGINE...dont let emotion get the best of you...I'm the best!!!

For people who had did things in the past, retribution really exist whether you trust it or not...it really does...Its one of the lesson and punishment I learned in life, someday those who did so will get the same consequences as well...just you wait...the same thing you did to others will fall upon you...Finally what ever happens doesnt matter to me since it isnt me whose gonna face it, I got my own life to live for...

All the best for myself and cheers for my fellow friends...

Smile~

I CRIED...

2009-04-27T21:32:00.000-07:00

好辛苦，真的真的什么都没有了，和妈妈讲个电话并没说我的事情，聊了一下，她问了一个问题：孩子你21岁的生日要在关丹庆祝吗？。。。我忍不住掉了眼泪，哭了，她没发现而且说了要不要为我安排，21岁了可以娶老婆了,我感动的大从我心里，我哭了，好高兴也同时好难过。我怎么还在哭，开心感动因为妈妈说了这些话，难过因为失去了我最爱的人。

好朋友jun陪了我度过这难过的时刻，谢谢你陪了我一阵夜，淑仪在这个时候也在msn问到了我，为什么这么emo，谢谢你的关心，好难控制现在的情绪。。。

我要努力考上这张japanese final exam，现在好怕了，好怕心情影响我的学业和判断能力，真的真的觉得自己好没用，jun说的没错我只是一个有感觉的人，不是一个冷血的动物，怎么可以这样快就把一切忘掉，还说你并不傻，你这么做都是想争取她，不是这么作又哪里董结果，好感谢你jun。

放假的时候我已有空就会回来找你的，好想快点在这个恶梦醒过来，快崩溃了，我要加油。

不想再谈恋爱了，这么难遇见你却最后没在一起，好想再对你再说声

我爱你，已太迟了。

DO U STILL CARE BOUT ME?

2009-04-27T17:45:00.000-07:00

27April2009, it was the sadest day in my life, you finally told me that your together with him and you said that he doesnt like me contacting you...

These words from you...Its so hard for me take it and accpt what was said by you...you tried to ignored me all this time and now I finally had your final answer...it does not matter how much I beg for forgivenesss from you, all my life this was also the time I cried the most and the hardest for someone, your the one whom I cried for and I never have beg anyone in my entire life but I did so hoping that you will return to me, would not leave me, stay by my side...

Apparently I'm wrong I guess, everything you said now involves HIM...you said you wanted to be fair...I have no right anymore to ask for anything or anymore from you...Li even insisted that I dont meet up or see each other now...

I really miss you so much, Can I really not see you anymore??? Pls dont leave me here alone...Is it really what I did in the past cant be fixed til you need to take this current step???

Im really changed my mindset and the ways of thinking and all I wanted to share it is with you after 30april...but now it seems late for me...is it true you dont want to see me anymore???

I PROMISED THAT I WILL NEVER DO WHAT I DID LAST TIME AND GIVE WHAT I HAD TO GIVE TO YOU...CAN U GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE, A FINAL CHANCE??? PLEASE CAN YOU GIVE A LAST AND FINAL CHANCE???PLEASE...

Im really grateful that You told me that no one can replace all the sweet things I did for you and no one is able to love you as how I love you but you chose him now dy isnt that true???

Am I already replaced? I dont understand...Please let me know...

Do you still care for me? Do you still love me? Li Dont you love me anymore???

Its so cruel...plese dont go away, please let us meet, please see me please li...please give me a last chance...I wont hurt your feelings and heart in the end I promised...

Am I that useless that its gonna end this way, that useless even that you do not want to see me anymore??? Do you still choose to listen to what he said as not to see me anymore??? Please dont I thought you said it was fair but your not even listening to what I said and I propose to do...I really miss you li...I miss you so much...

Is choosing him its the way of you telling me to quit? Is it the way that you wanna say that I dont matter anymore in your life now? Will you still care for me like before even if I was nearly injured in that accident? Would you still do what you did last time?

Are you just being gentle to me telling that its over and want me to go on without you?

Please dont leave me please li...I admit and never deny what i did...please give me a chance...going with him makes me unable to hear from you or see you anymore...

I'm so afraid of losing you...why must you be this way...please dont ...please dont...take back wad you did...please dont do it , please dont...Can u give me a last chance???

I'll always love you no matter what happens...there wont be a second person anymore in my life...Im just here waiting hopefully you come back in my life...no matter what your decision is this is the love from me that will never change...call it naive, call it dumb, call it anything you like but I will never love another anymore...

Yours sincerely,

right here waiting for you

Clifford

Guest In The House

2009-04-25T20:39:00.000-07:00

Hi to all my loyal readers, thank you for your support on going through my blog...

I'm Back!!!

Here how it goes...A couple of weeks ago got a phone call from an unexpected person haha it was Jun!!! long tme dint see that fella dy although we do keep in touch from time to time whenever we're around Ktn hometown...

But tats not the matter at this moment, he called me to ask for a favour that he was going for a exam paper soon tomorow and needed shelter haha...dont get me wrong by shelter not the shielding from bomb or cheating meaning lol...he needed a place to spend the night before the exam and since he has been back for ktn for almost a month now not to mention working all this time, he got a leave just for the coming exam ...nevertheless the same goes to me...

Damn that japanese paper on 30April freakin slow come on...lets get it done quick!!!

Besides that, Jun also asked another favour which it to keep him on the study mode lol what the macam Im a nanny or babysitter haha oh well brotherhood mah so got to help out...

Well heres one or two pic i took of him without him noticing but got caught anyways hahaha...Jun Dont kill me lol...

Jun struggling to study GANBATE DUDE!!! LOL

ALL THE PICS OF JUN ARE ROUGHLY EDITED BY ME

Once again, wishing everyone and myself whose facing the moments of exam madness All the best and good luck!!!

I'll be back soon...

By then stay tuned and have a nice day^^

A WONDERFUL SUNNYDAY

2009-04-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

To all my dear readers, I'm back again!!! haha never thought I'll be back so soon well here I am ...

Today I feel kind of refresh and clear in the mind and the best thing of all in a very good mood but the weird thing is nothing special seem to happen...I was wondering why too...

Looking out at the window...I noticed the sunshine seems to be shining towards my room but along with a very breezy wind ...a nice temperature that keeps a person going through the day...

A fine day...currently listening to a mandarin song sang by Harlem entitled Qing Fei De Yi...My room filled with a good atmosphere very obviously with 80's love songs...

Yet at this moment I wish I could have share with someone close to me for the joy and share this wonderful relaxing day with me...Its a day not to be missed...

How calm the sky is,
Moderate breeze blowing through the room,
Wonderful sun shining across the clouds,
Cant help but to feel warm at one's heart,
Deep thoughts hoping to be share,
Beautiful parts of moment to be share,
No fights No quarrel No hatred,
Just a calm blue sky,
Just a breezy wind,
Just a peaceful moment,
A Wonderful SunnyDay...

How I wish U were here...

Hope Everyone had a Beautiful day...

Smile~

A SIMPLE THOUGHT

2009-04-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

Its kind of late at this moment, to be exact 2.16am in the morning but I was tryin to sleep early but ended up conscious and well-awake simply cause thoughts filled my mind and it felt different this time...

So, I decided to get up from bed and turn on the lights and laptop...just to share a thought of mine...hope you enjoy it ^^

Have you ever been to some where you can be happy just by thinking of it???

Have someone in your life ever took you to a place where you are able to feel other people's joy???

Have you ever been down,sad,moody or even fell ill but the heart felt warm going to a place that makes you feel better inside???

Two decades has passed and time flies very quickly in my life...

But it was always on my mind no matter how long time has gone by...

Ever since I was a kid back then, I wasn't the type that goes around getting all active with events, getting to know new faces and ofcourse not getting myself hurt or injured...

I was a good boy haha flattering myself...Nah...since Iwas little I'm always well protected by my parents from the outside world...I was also a child that seems to be frequently sick or may be in other words easily fall ill during those times...First of all, I would want to thank them so deeply for raising me and for caring me which I could hardly repay them for what they have done to me...most of the credits goes to them...

It was a memory from the past that really gave me the motivation to get up now and write it down now...

It was a memory of my dad...

I remember it so clearly even though it has been so long... My dad is a very good man and a family loving husband... He has always looked out for me all this time and the story goes a way back long ago...It was times when he took me to McDonald's...I always felt happy whenever he brought me there for a meal or two...sometime even for supper...He always bought a set of meal that includes their famous Filet-O-Fish...It was also my favourite burger even til now...No matter how many times I tried and go for it...I never get bored of eating. Instead, I'll take my time to enjoy every single part til the last bite...Both me and my dad will get a meal each but he always asked whether I can finish my burger and he always give an extra more of his parts to me...

It was a time when I fell seriously ill that I was forced to be hospitalized in the damn specialist hospital for quite a while...I could hardly have any appetite for any food given to me...I made my parents worried of me and I still recall the expression on their faces...Even my dad purposely accompany me throughout the days even though he had to go work but instead he stayed back just for me...

Days passed and I could hardly eat anything...For some reason, he asked whether I would like to have a meal of McD...I answered ok to him and he really went out and brought back them to me...It was that very moment that I understand and felt that it was not the ice cold coke ,the deep fried fries nor the filet burger that made me happy but the thought of going there with him and being invited by him that really matters most to me...

Have You ever had the thought that one day, your parents might not be there anymore, they might not be forever by your side, not able to talk to you, not able to listen to your mourns and complains of everything, not able to enjoy moment of your glory, not able to wish you a simple good night or just a kiss or hug telling you how much they care for you and mean to them...

I DID...I did had a deep thought about it when I was just about 10 years old...Mix feelings...heartache just by thinking of it...emotion starts its pace...Even till this day...and even at this very moment...

But I never tell them so face to face not even once in my life...I'm grateful to have them and do hope to repay them in the future with all my ability...

McD...it also means greater than just an ordinary fast food restaurant...There are also memories of hearts and memorable moments...I also got my Patrick Star from someone important in my life as a gift at McDonald's...Too many to share too many to express...but one thing's for sure...I appreciate each and every single second of it...

Besides that, McD its also a place for me and my friends to hang out in at times of gathering or just a stop by to get a meal or drink...Conversation just about everything under the sun or even the full moon...

Finally I do have a wish since Iwas a kid, in the future if I have the ability to do so...I would like to open a franchise of McDonald's no matter what place it could be...The dream of me bringing the meaning of happiness to who ever needs it out there...

Its FAMILY,LOVES AND FRIENDSHIP all combined...Its not an easy task but hopefully in the distant future...

Thats all for now and wish ya a pleasent night...Until next time...

Adios Amigos~

signing out...

EXAM MODE

2009-04-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

Final exam is finally here and it starts off beginning this week...

Kind of excited thou to me since I have been looking forward to this current exam since lets say for almost a month...I have my reasons haha

Although the final season has started but the paper that I'm gonna sit for its still way ahead of me...basically I still need to wait for one freakin week damn...Lets get it done faster and go have fun earlier ...too bad got to have patience...

To be honest, the mood im havin is more towards excited as compared to stressful haha I hope its not a bad thing...Moreover, the reason is because I'm ready!!! Did preparations, met new friends who are good in the paper im gonna sit for ...two of them to be exact,well you know who you are haha...thank you very much really appreciate u guys...

In addition, the paper that im gonna go through is Japanese ...Yup! A language subject...but no sweat I am ready for it...just bring it!!!

Finally wishing all my friends and everyone who are gonna have their exams ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YALL...

DON'T WORRY, I'LL DO FINE

2009-04-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

Another me can't help to think , I sincerely wish that your not in a slump at this moment and able to get back the smile that I have not seen in a while...

Unable to see you smile knowing that your not in the mood but what I have promised You...What has to be done must be done...I'm gonna keep the promise that we both made...

Keeping your words, to be stronger, to be the person we want ourself to be, to grow up...

I appreciate what You have done for our future, I know its hard for me as it is also hard for your as well...the pain that we endure and go through...

What makes it harder its because I have always been immature but I did not meant to hurt you...请原谅我的任性，太想接近你，想每天的疼你，宠坏你，与你分享我的感受，了解你的一切，让你每天都不会失去的微笑，这一切永远对我来说都不够。

我道歉，一直都让你为我担心，辛苦你了，不知道你今天过的好吗？在我心中地问着我，没办法在你身边守候着你，只能够默默的在心中祈祷，我相信你另一个自己，要过的好噢！！！

I believe you my one and only mirror, we promised each other to do better and I promised to take good care of myself...Never forgotten...Your word are always on my mind...

I apologize again for letting you down at the beginning when you decided to do whats best for us both to ensure us with a brighter future...A hope , A meaning for us to go on, To learn the true meaning of appreciating, treasuring each other...

It must have been really for you to do so...I'll make it up to you thats what I swear, I won't dissapoint you for the sacrifice you made for me, the care you gave to me, pampering me all the time and the love you always had for me, always there for me...

I have made changes to improvise not just moderate but to excel more of myself, I did it for myself its the only way I can keep our promises and choice...

So, please don't take it away from us, please dont treat me as if I'm nothing, please don't treat me cruely and the cold shoulders, the harshful words given to me...

I'M DOING FINE & PROGRESSING LIVING MY OWN LIFE ...

You asked me: Am I satisfied with my current life?

You asked me: Have I got use to the life I'm living now?

The answer is NO...

NO , because I want more for myself, I want more for our future, i want more for you

NO , I do not want to be satisfy

NO , It will all come to an end if I have satisfied...

Finally, NO for I must go through my very own life because I live to conquer my world, I live for my own sake, its my life, I live it the way I want it to be...

U might ask me WHAT does that have to do with you?

I lived til now and I found the answer since the day I met you in my life...

I never longed for someone to be with all my life until I knew another me...

HAVE I GOT USE TO MY CURRENT LIFE U ASKED...

My final and never changing answer...NEVER WILL, NEVER HAPPEN,NEVER WANT TO!!!

The reason might sound lame to you but MY ANSWER IS THE SAME...

I WANNA BE WITH YOU, SPEND THE REST OF MY DAYS WITH YOU, BEING JUST TOGETHER WITH THE PERSON I CARE FOR...

I LOVE YOU...

no matter what circumstances, no matter what how you want to change it, no matter what position we are in now towards each other, the fact its the same...I would never want my days to be without you...

I can not DENY the feelings I have for you...

How can I possibly control and erase these...IT WAS NOT MADE no rational theory nor reason to do so, IT WAS FELT...

I would regret for the rest of my life if I changed, there is no purpose to be with another...

I swear to myself, I must not let the one and only puzzle pass me by...

I CAN BE THE ONE FOR YOU...

Feeling & Thoughts from the bottom of my heart...

Forever Thine, Forever Yours, Forever Ours

NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE

2009-04-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

"SWEET MEMORIES"

"EVEN THOUGH I PRETEND I'VE MOVED ON,
YOU'RE THE ONE I THINK OF EACH DAY,
AND I KNOW NO MATTER WHERE MY LIFE TAKES ME TO,
A PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU."

Part of the sentences are from lyrics from a song NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE by S CLUB 7-that i'm listening to now, it seems to be soothing my feeling at the moment that i wanted to write it into my blog...I wanna capture this moment and the feeling that im going through...I felt that I was totally thinking of memories kept in my heart each and every moment we're together...I'll never forget what we been through, we shared same dreams,we shared life,we shared pain,we shared joy thats what u told me once ago and I felt it so truly which i never thought of having before I met u...I'll never forget the forever memory and the warm feeling i have for you...

Meeting you is the best thing that ever happen in my life...Life seems so fragile...If I was given the chance to choose...I will still wanna be with you in my next life and for years to come without any end...

For the rest of my life and the depths of my soul i wanna say this to you...

I LOVE YOU

If your asking do I love you this much...

Yes, I DO my dear...

I miss u my li with every beat of my heart right from the start I knew You...

Yours Sincerely,
Clifford

MY HEART RECORDS ALL, TREASURES ALL,

CHERISH EACH MOMENT WHENEVER IM WITH YOU.

Happy Birthday Kishu!!!

2009-04-12T02:13:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since I last hit the clubs...was never in the Club Mode at the first place...

Well since it was one of Chindian(Chinese x Indian) fren Kishu's 21st Birthday, need to give face de mah right hahaha...All of them decided that we hit the clubs finally...

Last night we did had fun and most of all a good time...it was like a gathering for all of us DTM classmate and frens...ex-students and long time no c frens were there just to celebrate tat fella's birthday lol...

As usual in the club, it was Kishu's Bday we drink we laugh and most of all had fun with each other just within our group and well us guys were being good boys and at our best behaviour Din go do other stuff lor as compared to last time haha we smiled,laugh and got along great...

Let me mention all the name's that was there starting off with me a.k.a Clifford,Sky,KennyAhSeng,Fei Zai,Allen &Race,Jing Hua,Celine,Kishu,VanessaTCW,Colleen&bf,Bonnie,Jacky&frens,Lucan&Puiyee,Big Jason,Ah Ting,Small Green...Sam and Amy was there too damn long din c them dy...

Thats about it folks...i'll update the rest of the photos that night soon once i get them ofcos... I think it might take sometime cos there was like more than 8 set of cam phones used during our "photo session" haha...

After that we got home and here I am the next day updating on this very blog of mine...lol
til next time...

Peace yall~

signing out...

A BETTER PERSON, A BETTER ME

2009-04-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

Its been very different lately,what i said doesnt really matter anymore...
well infact, im really dissapointed in myself of not able to move on to find what is worth for me to achieve in life, although still there are some who continue their supports,trust and have faith in me but I have not been in my best condition to do so and I'm not doing what I want or in other words of saying it...I DONNO WHAT I REALLY WANT!!! I do have a guide and an idea on which path to for me to take but Im not doing it right at this moment, Im not showing the ability,talent and certainly havent even started on sharpening on what really makes me shine as who I am...

Besides that, I also let a person down lately and I hate myself for being the weak part of me...the feeling very harsh and uneasy...well I can say that it sucks! BIG TIME! In addition, the effort i put in my studies for the last sem was better and over the past year it was really a lesson i should take it with my heart and the time for me to wake up from being lazy at my studies...

It seems to be one of the turning point where efforts really get paid off on how much u put in it, atleast I did something thats right...currenty its the only thing that calms me and ease my mind...currently my studies is going smoothly and hope I maintain and keep it flowing...Ever since the past failure that i gain continuously had really blinded me a lot, even so there was always "another me" that kept me motivated,cared for,love for,pampered and protected from lots of obstacles in life...

I wanna make it up to "another me", I wanna prove to "另一个自己" that Im worth on all the things another me sacrificed for, I dont want to be a dissapointment to those who really love,care,trust and believed in me...

Shattered and broken pieces of me everywhere...Im getting a lot small parts of myself...pasting them back to Clifford...
I ask myself: Where are u now? What are u meant for? Who are u really? When are u gonna grow up and be a better person?

Lastly...I MUST ALWAYS REMIND MYSELF...Do it because its for your own sake and not for others and not what others tell u what to do...

ITS MY ONE AND ONLY LIFETIME...its really too short to blend in just for others to see...

I want them to be proud of who i am and give them the purpose to smile for...I DONT WANT RUN AWAY & HIDE...I WALK MY OWN PATH

I WANNA GO HOME

2009-03-03T01:20:00.000-08:00

Cold and Silence creeps through the night,

Long thoughts going throughout my mind,

Lonesome and unevitable feeling fills my surrounding,

Giving a conscious a sleepless fright,

Thinking of a place where others called Home,

If this is it why do my heart seeks for another,

Take me to where I belong,

Wishing a never ending search meets its end.

~CLIFFORD SUN~

PEOPLE COME AND GO IN LIFE, SOME LEAVE THEIR FOOTPRINTS AND MARKS GIVING US MEMOIRS OF OUR OWNSELF, THE WILL TO MOVE ON AND JOURNEY TO ANOTHER CHAPTER IN LIFE...

WHAT MAKES A PLACE PEOPLE CALLED HOME???

DOES IT MEAN A PLACE WHERE OUR MUM,DAD,BROTHERS,SISTER OR CLOSE ONES ARE AT??? OR IS IT A PLACE WHERE IT GIVES YOU A SHELTER AND ROOF WHICH YOU CAN LIVE UNDER???

WHY DOES MY HEART DON'T FEEL THE EMOTION OF A HOME AND DOES NOT AGREE WITH THE SURROUNDING ISSUES AND THE VARY DEFINITIONS OF THE WORD "HOME"???

A LONG JOURNEY INDEED HAS STARTED A WHILE AGO YET I'M JUST AT THE BEGINNING OF ITS PATH...

LET IT BEGIN FOR I'LL LET IT TAKE ME WHERE MY HEART LONG DESIRES...

I HOPE TO FIND HOME AND FAMILY BEFORE IT ENDS WITHOUT REGRETS...

JUST FOR YOU MY LOVE

2009-03-01T10:40:00.000-08:00

THIS IS MY PROMISE TO YOU MY ANGEL MY DEAREST LI...

I HOPE YOU LIKE IT...

THE ONE THAT TRULY LOVE YOU SINCERELY ...

TO ANOTHER ME

2009-01-06T12:00:00.000-08:00

I NEED YOU I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU

AFTER HEARING U SAYING THINGS THAT MAY HAPPEN IN THE DISTANT FUTURE I CANT HELP BY THINKING LOTS OF WAYS TO GIVE US A BETTER FUTURE TOGETHER...

AT THIS POINT I'M VERY SURE YOU ARE THE ONE, NO OTHER THAN U, NO DOUBTS, STRAIGHT PIN POINT FROM THE HEART...

I HAVE LONG FOR YOUR EXISTENCE, TO FINALLY MEET,TO BREAK THAT MISSING FEELING AND LONELINESS OF THE HEART, TO COMPLETE THE MISSING PUZZLE THAT WAS ONE LOST LONG TIME AGO...

I FOUND U IN THE END...

I LOVE U MY DEAR...

I DONT WANT TO LOSE U OR LOST FAR AWAY FROM ME ANYMORE...

LISTENING TO THE CURRENT SONG IM PLAYING MAKES MY HEART BLEED WHEN I THINK OF THE THINGS THAT MIGHT HAPPEN,HURTS ME TO KNOW IF U LEAVE ME ONE DAY...

I CANT BE ME ANYMORE IF IT HAPPENS...LOSING ANOTHER ME~

I WILL GIVE UP EVERYTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU...

I PROMISED~

TILL THE END

I LOVE U

PLEASE FILL IN THE PUZZLE AND COMPLETE ME

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2008

2009-01-05T08:09:00.000-08:00

A YEAR NEAR TO ITS END

IT WAS THAT TIME AGAIN,

YOU CHANGED IT ONCE AND FOR ALL,

GAVE ME THE WILL TO BELIEVE,

TO FEEL DIFFERENTLY TOWARDS IT,

TO ACCEPT WHEN THERE WAS NONE IN THE PAST,

I'M GLAD I MET YOU IN MY LIFE,

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME EVERYTHING.

MERRY X'MAS MY DEAR...

IT'S OUR 2ND CHRISTMAS TOGETHER AND I REALLY APPRECIATE AND TREASURE ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR BOTH OF US...

LOVE YOU TIL THE END

X'MAS 2008

TRAP IN DA LIFT

2008-12-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

Yo peeps, I'm back with my next blog update on my life...Well, this happened last week on the day where I had to rush to college for a midterm exam~ Guess what happen???
Yeah I bet u can read the title for this current blog I'm writing lolz...

TRAPPED & STUCKED INSIDE THE FREAKIN LIFT!!!

Whats worst than being trap inside was I'm in a hurry for an exam DAMN~

This is how things went...there were a few person inside the lift with me and I was the closest to the lift's buttons...it suddenly stopped on half of the 1st floor swtnessssss...so near yet so far in reaching the Ground floor...just my day~

Besides that just when it stopped, the lights inside were still on and U can certainly hear a lot of whisper n mumble such as shit,omg and the most ever common fuck lolz by the people inside da lift...

However, everyone remain calm and eventually have their view n eyesight on me since I was nearest to the emergency button and not to mention I'm kind of the main view inside since I was all dress up for presentation after the midterm exam...== of all times to get caught inside...

The speaker on the lifts wall replied and asked me for the current situation and which floor we were stucked at...must be them working security guards...They must have turn the restart button or something which the lift was back in service but not down...it went up instead =='''

It reached the 2nd toppest floor in my condo...well to catch my breath I went out and waited for the ride down...

Ok enough of the trapping scene, eventually I got down and hopped on a cab along with another student after negotiating with the damn money making cab driver...reached the hall and got it done...

Thats All Folks~

MORE STUFFS

2008-11-09T04:26:00.000-08:00

XLARGE MICKEY, RECON AND BRAINCHILD REMIX

Never thought I'll be back so soon for my next blog update...

Here again right infront of my babe's laptop...since she is sleeping i guess lets go~~~~~~~

Eventually on Saturday I HAD a lecture to be attended by muah but u know...shit happens...I overslept == and I cant even remember on whether I switched off the alarm or may be a malfunction on my phone...oh well but i still managed to get up from bed and blah blah blah in the bathroom but well it seems kind of late so DECIDED no learning and education pumping to the brain...

Anyway I also promised to go gai gai with my babe after lecture but since i skipped lecture, SHOPPING TIME!!!

We reached THE LAND OF THE LALAS a.k.a SG WANG around 1pm and started our first shop BOUNDLEZZ but it was still not open at that very moment so went to Madam Wong's Cafe and drink...I ordered one glass of honey green tea whatever it is and on the menu it has an additional description in mandarin and guess what its good for people who has constipation if i spelled the word correctly haha simple way of saying it u have tougher time passing motion or bombin' Hiroshima in the toilet....lolz

Well I dint end up in the toilet anyway although i felt some chills after drinking it...
okie continue shopping but dint get anything so did my babe...felt boring
felt desperate and well felt the urge for shopping spree and money wasting haha~

Went to TimeSquare instead and went to CUBE,RUM,SHOWROOM mmm~ and wow yup~ wow...stuff here are way better compared to the LALA GROUND so did the price but reasonable QUALITY not QUANTITY...

I picked some tees at SHOWROOM from the short haired guy working there this was the 2nd time buying stuff from that dude...for impression his kind of friendly and well honest i guess...so okie got me stuff muahahaha happy~both also choosen by my babe and myself...A XLARGE x MICKEY & A RECON TEE...

Besides that I also got a nice bargain a tee called REMIX which is a streetwear brand from Taiwan...not everyone heard of it oh well...got myself a BRAINCHILD x REMIX tee.....thx to the boss from a certain shop just to be nice I keep the shop's name p&c...

Continuing the shopping spree my babe was furious and angry and started to have MADNESSSS behaviour lol and mood unbalance symtoms Luckily no kicking into the pit of death and THIS IS SPARTA shouting haha...cos only i bought my stuff and times running out where we need to hurry up and get our ticket at PAVILION for MADAGASCAR2:escape to AFRICA...
damn lovin that movie and the 1st episode...damn those happy slappers(penguins) and that tribal king julien...lol totally recommended to watch...not to mention that crazy old lady...

On the other hand my babe hurried up and bought her stuff ....nice shoes,clothes and more clothes hahaha...amazing huh what a person can get in just 30minutes...lolz

Then rushed to PAVILION on time...Movie ENJOY and lots of laughs ^^v...

Well after that we got home and leaving out the small details haha hit the sack and dose til the morning...

well thats all folks...

be back the next time ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm back due to DEMANDS!!! lol

2008-11-01T22:37:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since i last update my blog...anyways I'm back now, not very fast not very furious haha...damn i'm waiting for the movie THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS 4 cos the skin headed Vin Diesel is back in da film...anyway since i missed out on some blogs as complaint by my beloved ,oh well kind of lazy to upload the pics too actually hehe...nvm la i just mention some of it from ZOO NEGARA,(errr thinking where else)~...............oh ya KELIP-KELIP @ the Pantai Seaview place...haha blah blah blah we went,we saw,we puke disgusting huh....not to mention red coloured stuff,only the guys who went know.....but good HAPPY ENDING...

Okie roll tape...Yesterday after a late night sleep (to be exact 5.30am in da morning)...cant get up for lecture,tutorial,replacement class and so on damn missed quite a lot......eventually the entire class for the whole day all K.O.

On the other hand, my babe did woke up early in da morning and went sing K with her fren in Midvalley's red box since they said got discount and stuff...Well she called me up afraid that I'll feel bored at home...so leave the sack,bathroom and blah blah blah reached Megamall...

Almost forgot to mentioned that Abby msg us and in the end we all end up with a horror film THE COFFIN wooooo~ nice love those scary Thai films...but a HK actress was in it too Karen Mok, not bad she's cool...

In the cinema , I can feel a lot of "VIBRATION" , not becos of evil spirits or crazy high sex drive people nor the digi guy who got whacked turned to vibrate mode lolz...is becos my babe was shaking almost for the entire film...ouch my right arm...pain pain T.T (massage as debt i dont care)!!!

hohoho...but the happiest thing beside us together was...i got myself a QUOLOMO AKI HOSHINO ON THE SOFA TEE woo-hooo~ my babe was still anti against the Yuko Ishida(the new kiks-tyo girl) haha anyway i got it aki mmmm~sexy

okie la den we went home and bath and etc HIT THE SACK

The main conclusion is We both Enjoyed the day although i missed all the classes haha...

thx ^.~v update soon on me next blog...stay tuned

GenTing HighLand Trip...

2008-09-25T04:52:00.001-07:00

Genting's McD statue...*kiss * kiss *The next thing I was stopped by a Guard on duty from kissing dis red haired dude...lol just kidding la....lolz

Outside...somewhere at genting's garden...
Both of us...on the Dino Boat...
SWEET................................................
NO explanation needed on what she's doin....hahaha
I Love U

It was a very memorable trip or vacation indeed...along accompanied by my dearest Li muacksss kisses for u...

I had hell lot of fun especially during the outdoor session in the theme park...feelings being cheated by my babe T____T ...she told me that the CorkScrew collercoaster not scary den the FreeFall from a height around 10th drop too. Moreover another type of rollercoaster without bucket safety measurements walau CRY~ most of my first times given to her...what i meant was the rides dun tink too much lolz...

Ended up i was bluff by my babe the entire day...oh well atleast we had fun hahaha...

we also got on the Ferriswheel but consequently both of us felt like puking on the spot...damn dizzy even though the speed of it is TURTLELY slow but Wow...it made me sick shit~

Continuing the fun , we also tried the BUMPER BOAT talk a bout fun...my dearest was cornered by a little kid til her boat was stucked in a corner lolz...so cute of her being bully by kids haha...

oh ya i almost forget to mention about the Go Kart...it was quite sometime when it was our turn due to the lines of people...wow...its just a less than normal speed kart car ...one word SLOWnesssssss....for sum reason i wanted to play it with my babe...Been to speeds up to 140 in an accident last time...sad case So lets give the kart a little chance of muah...haha feel a bit LC tim suddenly...keke if u know what im talking abou~

In addition, there was this dude...his face walau...i cant help by using 2 words to describe him...really wanna know??? okie " YONG SUI" from the nerves to his face...what happened was his a really ugly guy with a F*ck Face as agreed too by my dearest hahaha...

The reason im telling bout him is because during the kart game...seriously he damn Face Problem wei...during the 1st turn on the lap his Kart suddenly went hay-wire and out of Service baby...talk about Face Problem...I bet u will agree with me too when u see him in person...too bad i for got to take a snap of his pic...better not later my phone crack...lolzzz

Me n my LiLi went for a boat ride in Dino Park...a live show of giant plastic dinos hahaha...quite interesting...followed by a little hiking on the so called dinosaur park...took pics too...of us ofcos...Chik Chak...Snap Snap...sweet~~~

Well during the trip we qalso enjoyed the film "MONEY NOT ENUF 2" A singaporean film in the genting cineplex ...it was a nice movie...very touching n meaningful indeed...kind of hilarious at some scenes...haha love the term "si Bei gou li" in hokkien meaning "VERY geng"in English lolz...i simply say ny la haha...n the term "lim beh" "wa ga lu kong" lolz...though Nice movie thats for sure...

okie...even though we had fun for 3days 2 nights...the DREAMZZZZ show really "DREAM" la...

BORING,BORING AND MORE BOREDEMMMM...me n my babe was also disturb by a Clown...Although i like the Joker in the movie Dark Knight but this clown has got to go...go where if u may ask??? Go to Hell...Fucking clown...i was really hot tempered and pissed off...I'll break his nose when i have the chance in the future...BasTard reTARted aSShole... angry~~~

oh well...End we reached home and wahlah...went to Pink's Bday...sent wrongly with a BELATED word in a sms to her even though her Birthday was tat day...haha...LiLi n me went to Pink's Bday dinner then after that LRT>>>home>>>bath>>>hit the sack ZZZzzzzz...

So thats about it...it was a very nice memory i treasure it a lot with u my dearest Lili....kissesss for u...love u dear...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER

Happy Mooncake Or Autumn Fest To U

2008-09-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

I had a very memorable Mooncake fest with the one I love...I'll cherish and treasure every part and moment we been along together...til my last breath

I Love U

FIRST POLO RALPH LAUREN

2008-08-24T09:02:00.000-07:00

Bought by my babe...love u so much dear...thank God i found u kissesss for u and only u

I'm Lovin It~

"ACTS OF THE APOSTLES" bringin you a public announcement~

2008-08-16T14:00:00.001-07:00

ACTS OF THE APOSTLES where i'm not gonna be a messenger instead an indirect public announcement in our true daily life...enjoy~

This is how the story goes guys...it all started one early morning and God bless me it was finally "The Day" the cocurriculum day where each and everyone attendance effort counts, not to mention going through long going weeks of basketball session which i joined for this semester.

Okie so that wasn't really the main point i'm gonna to write here, I'm going to express it with delicate and more polite way of showing my freakin,bastard,bitches,no good,irresponsible so called "true" old friends. As if i'm gonna be such a nice guy, heres what happened it was really an exciting day for me since me and my fellow group b-ball team mates were entering the competition and tough luck ,our rival team hammered and ate us like we were little white sheeps DAMN the referees are just some kids who are forced by the teacher to do their duty as told and were obviously not doing it seriously, first of all i was one of the starting player off the bench and poof what happened??? okie i was being dramatic nothing happened yet hahaha shok sendiri...lolz ~ LAME

As we continue the 2nd and final quarter started we swap players and the opposing team did the same and guess what they did...elbow to stomach to hand to face leg hooking which u may only watch it on movies like Shaolin Soccer happened to my teammates. The only thing left was they din't bring their spannar to wack us, damn those guys rude and foul plays all the way.

Our captain wasn't gonna take it so easily where naturally he fired up and lead us yet the referrees foul us more than we could imagine, blackmailed??? But i was kind of upset with it whom one of the other team member a.k.a black singlet tall muscle guy with short hair mock us with one sentence:"do you guys know how to play ball ar?", yeah i show him how to "play" ball ...eventually i added more aggresive only nothing much ,he almost fell down after being charge by me when he tried to charge by himself stupid asshole serves him right. All our team mates equally gave them their own medicine and trust me the whole crowds feelin it hahaha...

but sad case our team lost, oh well~

After that we were told by the person in charge to remain at the court with over 300 over students for the purpose of supporting and cheering for the other group, one word BORING~...

So, this two teammates that i met through the b-ball session went along with me to get some grub at TBR and continue to get along by knowing more about each other followed by cyber cafe then back to the court, well it was quite fun knowing them since they were my junior which by appearance hmmm~ kids nowadays look more mature than their actual age...

Blah Blah Blah...lets cut short to the case, previously i sent my profile for a couple of freelance jobs just to add up my pocket money and save some for me and my dear's vacation plan.

As progress we got jobs with reasonable and high salaries offering but eventually my worst nightmare came back once again without me noticing it , "friends" that are so called "true" friends did spoiled my reputation and image infront of my freelance agent whom is a very considerate and seems to be sociable person not to mention the ways she speaks which is those typical girly pampered type voice walau if you were me definetely faint haha just kidding, just a more lady type of lady if you get what i mean cos i prefer my dearest li anytime ^^...

Since i had other plans in mind so i promised the agent that i would do what i can to find someone to work in my postion since there wasn't enough promoters. So, i called some trusted friends and which most of them went back to their hometowns earlier this week so I tried calling others who are currently in town and guess what i did, the worst decision AGAIN which reminded me of lots of bad events from the past : GIVING TOO MUCH TRUST ON PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF IT. Despite that,TRUST turned back against me that some of them which i considered and marked as close friends finally came to the thought of confirming getting the job and you know whats gonna happened next huh?

I gave them the details and contact of the agent and when I settled everything and told them to call her...Here it all happened again which happened a few years ago, history repeats!!!

I should have remember the Term from the History Text Book: "Those who don't remember history tend to repeat it", and let me share this lousy unfaithful moment with all.

After an hour where everything was peaceful and warm, miss agent call me asking have i got anyone for the event job, things weren't right as i already told them to contact her ASAP, so to be sure i tried calling them and wah lah unable to reach calls,out of coverage,call not available for almost ONE AND A HALF HOURS ,even my dear li was worried about me cos i was in a dull and out of focus mood. Damn how irresponsible can they get???!!! The worst has yet to come, not to be a dumb ass waitin for those "friends" i decided to get help and forward as many messages through the web and text, with my LiLi supporting and helping me all the way, THANKS DEAR muacksss~

Miss agent was kind of nervous and worry when she called me again and I was feelin so guilty as i gave her my word for it and she trusted me which reminded me of what i did to my parents and in the end total dissapointment and sadnessss. I was so regret back then and yet it was all happening again right infront of my eyes, I really can't take it , luckily Li was there to comfort me that only sincere and kind hearted ones do without asking for anything in return, at these time of uneasy i felt warm and keep a more rational positive mindset, I appreciate what you did my dear.

The CLIMAX: finally my phone rang once again and a contact number which made me happy at first and tend to make me feel angry or better spoken from the bottom of my heart as "Damn it mother fucker, u fucking bitch"~ made me speechless and tried to keep control of my emotion as I ended the call without any conflict or arguement.

"Friend" told me that not confirm wor and uncertainty of having any transport. HEY PLEASE DON'T KEEP ANY PROMISES IF YOU ARE NOT CAPABLE OF KEEPING IT!!! BITCH~

P.S: NEVER GIVE ANY FALSE HOPE WHEN OTHERS ARE IN NEED OR IN AN URGENT CRUCIAL MOMENT!!! STUPID BITCH~

LASTLY PLEASE BE MORE RESPONSIBLE ON INFORMING OTHERS AT THE EARLIEST TIME IF U ARE UNABLE TO DO SO~ DONT LET THE WHOLE WORLD WAIT FOR U~

we got our own life too...

In the end, i was still feeling sad and sorry to have involved u dear...i appologize and to miss agent too...i lost my word and the trust worthy of others...i tried my best in calling others and bulletins...i really had...sorry and again sorry~ I'll improve and learn from my mistakes...

ACT LIKE YOU KNOW

Signing out~

PEACE

MY FIRST NIKE DUNK WITH HER

2008-08-14T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...finally i'm actually breaking the ice or what "orange" people would say "bao ji dan"=EGG BROKEN ==''' my first blog on blogspot... Everyone has their first time right...lolz
Okie lets get started and back in topic...

Finally a few days ago, i went out with my dearest Lili for shopping and the main purpose is actually very simple...just to spent more time and to give each other more memories that we appreciate the time of being together sweet~^^

Whats sweeter than her...hohoho the main course...a totally original n streetwear based sneaks from SHOWROOM at timesquare where me and Li arrive hmmm...can't remember the time oh well we started from a shop called zone5 ...failed no shoes that seem to attract our attention and whats worst suddenly a weird stinch in the shop stinksssss....

We moved on to the next shop UNCOMMON and WOW yes WOW a direct and easy to understand term...We found what seems to be what we both considered it as Hype or Nice...
I was kind of impressed with my dearest Li where at first sight she saw and picked up on the ever famous Nike SB LOW TIFFANY swtnesssss the most expensive shoe among all the rest in the shop because she is not familliar with streetwear based stuff and Nike shoes...yet she chose the $$$$ shoe walau~

But of course not that shoe la brother + it is a USED one...where suddenly poof and there it was another one that caught my eye the Lobster not a sea creature but the Redish Nike mmm~~~
yummy but i'm allergic to seafood hahah just kidding and another view ,both of our eyes on it The Thrashin Dunk...no more considerations it was it...no second thoughts but the saleslady told us it was a biggersize and the only one left sad case...but no worries she added on said that there is another shop call SHOWROOM behind might have a size for it and a better one too why???
cause is a Nike Authorised Dealer...we stepped in it bling~ bling~ it was there again Thrashin Dunk...Tried it think think think watchy watch watch...good service by the short haired dude working there with Discounts% ...lucky

Finally I got it with my Dear my first ever Nike Dunk another closer step to being a streetwearer....muacksss thx ya my Li my lao po muackssss kissesssss for u~^^

Hmmm~might not be back so soon for the next blog so stay tuned till then...i will try to persuade her into letting me get C L O T!!! ahahaha for some reason she just dont like the brand or may be some other brands related to subculture street fashion but nevertheleast I WILL SAVE MONEY AT THE SAME TIME SO DON'T WORRY YA...

signing out~ peace yall hopefully my own streetwear shop in the future... PEACE****